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Chiao's Notebook

Crushed by the weight of guilt, looking for ways to make sense of everything. Did we try hard enough? Did we try much too hard?

Fairytales aren't real. Are they?

 

Everything worked too well. Were we just looking for flaws to appease our fears? Not finding any flaws, did we simply relinquish our power to so-called fate? Did we just decide this must be stopped before it overwhelmed and consumed us both? Did we cowardly say 'let's just be best mates!' because without the flaws, it could never be what we wanted it so desperately to be?

Why must something be flawed to be realistic? Can't we find perfection in imperfection? Can we not be proud of something unique and special?

Is the expression One of A Kind a fallacy, or can such a relationship exist? Clichés. Joined at the hip; like two peas in a pod; two bodies/one soul; soul-mates; two of a kind; twinsies! Can two of a kind become one? Maybe they aren't only clichés.

 

Can the energy of two such well-matched beings create one ultimate, powerful one of a kind entity without compromising each of the two components?

If such an entity exists, it might be called Destiny, or less esoterically, Love.

 

 

"What good is faith if we don't use it?"

- Unknown 

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C_a_r_o_LL
#1
this story is awesome!!!
KauType #2
Chapter 25: Tea is no Substitute makes me think. Was Chiao thinking of Hong Hua or of Carol when she wrote this one? Maybe the lines were even blurred? Both girls left Chiao. Though her girlfriend left in "slumber" by her own death, Carol left when Chiao was kind of sleeping-ish, right? Sniffle, can I hug Chiao now?
soupah #3
Chapter 24: Yes! New Chapter! More HongHua. Always HongHua. Poor Chiao :(
soupah #4
Will you be updating this with new entires any time soon?
therries #5
Whaaat?? Naughty deleted scenes?!?? Lol you've got my attention! XD I can't wait to read that! I'll be reading the rest of your stories in the meantime. I love your writing! <3
missterious
#6
@therries thanks so much! welllll i dunno if you read rated fics but there IS a rated offshoot in the works. basically the so-called 'deleted scenes' that i decided to leave out to have the fic rating more nc17/pg than xxx :) so if that's something you might enjoy, stay tuned!! and chiao's notebook is ongoing, so you'll still be able to be in chiao's head for a while ;)
therries #7
I just finished Nerds, Dorks and Jerks <3 I love that you continued on with this offshoot of Chiao's Notebook! It was nice to see her perspective and emotions during certain events in the main story. I wish it didn't end though!!! lol I would have happily just kept reading chapter after chapter X3