SOMIN'S POV. . . . . . . . I keep looking at her, she's really beautiful, my little angel.... 'Mama wants to hold you, my baby, i want to feel you in my arms and sing you a lullabye while swaying you gently. I want to carress your cute little face and lift your tiny hands. I want to feel your warm breath and your soft hair too. I hope i can be there for you anytime, baby. . .i hope.' i thought all of these. My tears never fade and i cant help but sob. I want to tell hyunjoong the truth, but what if he wont understand, what if he cant accept it? What if he will throw me out and i cant see my child anymore. I always thought of yunho's words before. He cant get hurt, i cant let him get hurt. What will happen to eunjo if i'll go, can i drag him to a misery life again. I cant let my baby suffers a misery life, too. I dont have the capability to upbring her the way that her father can do. And what if i wont go? Hera will surely do something to ruin hyunjoong's reputation. What will i do? Tell me.