Am a little lost now. . .i just let myself locked inside my room, i need some wine to help me think, but i just finished a bottle and yet i still have no idea on what to do with my problem. 'aaahhh' i shout in frustration, i throw the bottle and it breaks into pieces. I let myself down, my hair is messy, my robe almost reveal my body. I palm my face and cry. 'what are you doing?' my manager envades my privacy. 'what do you think you're doing?' he sounds irritated rather than concerned. 'look! It's all your fault why you ended back here again, if you were not that conceited, they wont ask you to quit. You're just new there and you act so arrogant. And you let your money to slip on your hand, you keep on buying signatured items and now you are broke! You dont have your multi-millionaire boyfriend anymore so you should thought how to saved.' he's really into it huh! 'shut up!' i raise my voice on him 'you ugly gay! Get out!' am really pissed off. . .he's really dumbfounded with my sudden outburst.