Don't call me Kristen

The Episode in Summer that Killed the Both of Them
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As usual, I always get to our spot first, like, 30 minutes sometimes an hour earlier than our call time. I don’t know anything about being a simp, but my eyes itch like hell if I don’t get to see Bella. I want to make sure she doesn’t waste a second waiting just to spend time with me. I’ve come to love her predicted reactions whenever she sees me in our spots, waiting for her to arrive. 

 

“I don’t remember you being an early bird in school, you know?” She told me last time. It is incorrect information. As a matter of fact, even back in Texas, I arrive at school earlier than she does. She knows it as well. People talk behind my back about me being a thief. Not to clear my name out, but it’s all a lie! They get easily terrified every time I stare at them. Even the seniors. So, they offer me their food as a way of worshipping me. Or I’m just being a little delusional. Yet, continues to spread false news about me. Those ers. Anyhow, I dislike everyone else but Bella.

 

I am completely clueless about what’s taking Bella so long to arrive. I’m getting a little worried now… and confused. I sorta want to ask her what's going on between us. Or is there something between us? 

 

Whatever it is, I already know what will come after. We can’t be together. I know that for sure. We may be close these past few days, today or even tomorrow, but it will never, by some chance, change the fact that I mistreated and almost killed her. 

 

I sigh and lean against the tree while holding the bouquet of daisies I picked for Bella just a while ago. It’s not as if I am expecting… or perhaps I am. But who the cares?

 

Isn’t it too much for Bella? After All that I did to her, how come I'm still expecting something good?

 

Why am I even thinking about it at this time? It had kept me awake all night trying to figure it out. Can it not slip into my mind just for a second? Seriously, I want to forget that I am simply and a low-key hopeless romantic.

 

I remember what Bella told me the last time. We are the main characters of our own stories. And that seems possible to me. What if I’m one of the people who have their own stories.. their own books. What a terrible way for them to find out about my thoughts. It’s so embarrassing. 

 

, what’s taking Bella so long?

 

I can’t wait to talk to her about everything. She’s literally the only one who speaks when we’re together. I just listen to her most of the time. That just shows how intelligent of a woman she is. Bella is very imaginative and inquisitive. I love that about her. She’s ing amazing and she makes me feel amazing, too. 

 

A couple of minutes later, I hear distinct noises and footsteps from afar. It’s Bella and … two more? She didn’t say anything about meeting new friends. Or is it okay to bring more people to our spot?

 

I hope Bella was more considerate. She knows how much I hate crowds and messes.


 

I turn around, back facing them. I throw the daisies far from the tree so no one would notice that I've been holding on to them for an hour. I stay still until I hear Bella. “Hey, Kristen. More teens are here to hang out with us.”

 

Damnit, Bella. Ever since she knew about my name, she never stopped calling me Kristen. It’s ing irritating.

 

“Yow, I heard a lot about you even before Belle came home. Didn’t expect you guys to be schoolmates.” The taller one says and they chuckle on cue.

 

Belle? That’s what she calls Bella? I’ve never heard such a lame name. And I never thought Bella would allow somebody to call her that.

 

“Yeah?” I force a chuckle still back-facing them. With respect for Bella’s friends. I stand up, clean up my pants, and face them nonchalantly with a closed smile. Bella will have to ing prepare a long speech for this.

 

“Woah, you’re damn tall.” Says the girl who’s taller than Bella and her other friend. I suppose they’re related. Twins or simply siblings. They share the same features. 

 

I just shake my head in denial. , I feel shy. I just wanna go home.

 

“Oh, right. Kristen, this is Lauren. And Isabelle, her older sister. They are my friends—” Bella begins but the tall girl— Lauren cuts her off. Damn, she pisses me off. 

 

“Friends?” She says, looking suspiciously at Bella and raising the latter a brow. For some reason, I feel threatened and envious. Aren’t they? Friends, I mean. That’s what Bella said just now. The latter nudges her to the sid

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ynaerxx
#1
Chapter 15: No...💔
cuudoublegigi
#2
Chapter 14: i... oh my... i didnt expect much since they need time to comprehend things but... 💔 they're out of time. yeah, it's just i was a little too stunned, seeing them ended up like this. but ohmygad is there any chance that they still can find happiness even in their afterlife 😭 i was just feeling like a proud mom seeing them kissing and finally chose to settle their feelings down but why it had to be like that 😭 anyway, thank you for your amazing job on this story and also TDBU tho i need more time to heal from this <3
ynaerxx
#3
Chapter 13: I really want them to end up together.... :" i know it's hard for them, both bella and rafa, the trauma and guiltiness to each other. But i hope they can overcome it and prioritize their present and themselves, escape from the past, learn how to know what they truly want, and get the light in their life.
SMYoung
#4
Chapter 13: I badly want things to work out for them. Especially now that I feel like Rafa wants that too with how she's willing to be vulnerable and to open herself up to Bella.
SMYoung
#5
Chapter 13: Oh my god!!! Are Rafa and Lucky twins?! And omg Rafa and Bella finally confessed. My heart melted when they kissed haha. Welcome back author keres! Love the update. Worth the wait. I feel like there will be more revelations in the next one. Looking forward already. Anyway I hope you've been well. Stay safe always! ^^
cuudoublegigi
#6
Chapter 12: ohhh the tension sounds interesting. 👀 thank you for your update, i think they will make up their mind and commit their feelings soon, at least from rafa. thank you again and hope you have nice days ahead, take care of youself too~
SMYoung
#7
Chapter 12: Oh my gosh what an update. Didn't expect you would update so soon. Thank you author keres <3 The tension in this chapter was so palpable. And looks like they're both jealous omg. I feel like in the next chapter they're just going to burst because of the pent up emotions and feelings.
ynaerxx
#8
Chapter 11: Andddd please prioritize ur health first authornim. I hope you can recover yourself, both mentally and physically. Thanks for the update <3 eat well and rest well authornim~
ynaerxx
#9
Chapter 11: Rafa is falling deeper to bella :" and ofc it tortures her, the past she now regrets and how she hopes that those shouldve been different between her and bella in the past. It hurts. Both of them also seem to have a hidden despair, like rafa with her family issue and bella with her mysterious illnes(?). I hope they can find a light and happiness in the end, with each other <3
cuudoublegigi
#10
Chapter 11: rafe is still fighting against commiting her feelings but i hope that she can live for herself for once till the end, her feelimg guilty about the past just gatekeeps heraelf from becoming the one who deserves her beloved and it hurts. inside out. maybe bella can be the one who save rafa and they can save each other