004. goodbye
⌕ MISSING YOU ˖𓂃 ִֶָ ๋ ꗃ a rp confessions/reconnection thread. submissions welcome. (✧◡✧)
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"do you miss me? think about me? wonder how I am? did you ever care at all? are you happy with your decision - choosing them over our long history and tossing me like garbage, talking about me behind my back? I hope so. I am extremely bitter - i have so much I wish I could say to you but I do not want to open communication with you. you don't deserve me in your life after what you did. but God, how badly do I want to fight with you..yell at you and curse you for the things you did to me - said about me. but I bet you're just there...blaming me and saying it's ALL my fault. I won't act innocent and say I had no part in it but you are so far from being the victim, too. I guess no one really is in this situation because we did this to ourselves. but still. it hurts and it's annoying to see you not care after everything. damn look how much of a whiney baby I am right now. I don't even recognize myself anymore. but....i am ready to forget you. I think I just needed to get this off my chest. Since I can't say it to you directly then I can say it here hoping you'll see and just know that it's about you. at least recognize the thing you did and self-reflect. I have been doing that as well so I guess I could apologize to you for many things. but I will not apologize for being honest with you that time. regardless of how upset I am, of how toxic I sound, I am still wishing you find your happiness and change for the good as I am trying to do. goodbye
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