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"To: J
I blocked you in November. We'd spent 3 years as friends but it was absolutely always me keeping it together. I allowed you to make excuses as to why you made next to no effort and always forgave you for your lack of participation in our friendship. You always disappeared and I always begged you to come back because I genuinely cared about you. I was attached to the person I first met so I didn't want to see your disappearing acts as your way of trying to push me away it took me way too long to realize you were too much of a coward to break off our friendship and just be honest with me. I told you multiple times you could but you didn't. Instead you would come back, act like I was important for a few days or a week, then disappeared again. I wish you'd been honest so it woulda hurt less but I'm glad you revealed your true colors finally. I still had you on Line and thats where I seen your little condesending status that i know was directed at me, the fact you were still rping, still alive, still communicating with people — you had just disappeared on me aagain.i tried to justify it and talk to you, but you didn't respond. You ignored me. So I snapped, sent you my drawn out goodbye that I'm sure you read but didn't care about, and blocked your number and your line. Yet here I am writing this because the first person I thought of during this difficult time with my mom, was you. You're the first person I wanted to talk. The first
I blocked you in November. We'd spent 3 years as friends but it was absolutely always me keeping it together. I allowed you to make excuses as to why you made next to no effort and always forgave you for your lack of participation in our friendship. You always disappeared and I always begged you to come back because I genuinely cared about you. I was attached to the person I first met so I didn't want to see your disappearing acts as your way of trying to push me away it took me way too long to realize you were too much of a coward to break off our friendship and just be honest with me. I told you multiple times you could but you didn't. Instead you would come back, act like I was important for a few days or a week, then disappeared again. I wish you'd been honest so it woulda hurt less but I'm glad you revealed your true colors finally. I still had you on Line and thats where I seen your little condesending status that i know was directed at me, the fact you were still rping, still alive, still communicating with people — you had just disappeared on me aagain.i tried to justify it and talk to you, but you didn't respond. You ignored me. So I snapped, sent you my drawn out goodbye that I'm sure you read but didn't care about, and blocked your number and your line. Yet here I am writing this because the first person I thought of during this difficult time with my mom, was you. You're the first person I wanted to talk. The first
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