028。 — ☐ ✕ to you. rp platform : facebook   "hey, bear. i doubt you'll ever see this, but in the 1/1 million fated chance that you do, i just wanted you to know that i still miss you and i think a part of me always will. it's been a good year now since we've officially tumbled down to the ground, and i guess even now, i'm still feeling lost. in case you were wondering, i do still think about you from time to time. you know how i am and how i never liked giving up, so i'm sure it's not a surprise that even now, two to three years after our breakup and one year after leaving the mess that was once "us", i still wander aimlessly around the thoughts in my head as if there was something i could've done to save our stars from burning out back then. maybe my problem was fighting for us too hard. maybe it was loving you too much. it's been years, but i still don't know.   i still wonder if your new loverboy is treating you well. the last time we spoke, it didn't seem so, and while my friends say that i should curse you for it all, i don't think i'll ever have the strength or desire to. i wish you well, and i'll always wish you happiness. it's dumb, but i think i'll always wish for your happiness to have been with me instead, but i know that at the end of each day, all we were were just fleeting soulmates. starcrossed lovers, perhaps? meant to meet but never to last. you've always been silent whenever it came to us and even more when it came to me asking