008. i shouldn't miss you but i think i might?
⌕ MISSING YOU ˖𓂃 ִֶָ ๋ ꗃ a rp confessions/reconnection thread. submissions welcome. (✧◡✧)
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"i shouldn't miss you but i think i might?"
"how the hell has it been over a year since we last spoke? lately i've been thinking of you a lot for some reason. i think it's because i sometimes see you around in my peripheral but you're always blurry. you hurt me so ing much that you got me to block you everywhere. but the funny thing is, i feel so bad. i feel like i've made you out to be such an evil person, but while you quite literally have given me anxiety, i can't help but feel like i should have heard you out more. i have "never want to talk to this person again" in your contact instead of just deleting it, because what if one day we talk again? why do i feel this way? is it because i'm thinking of all the good parts? the laughs and the songs and the pictures and the calls and everything... is that what i miss? or do i miss when you hurt me? i want you to despise me and yet i want you to miss me so much that you reach out to me. your words have never left my mind, whether they were painful or filled my heart with joy. i hate you, but i loved you so hard that it hurts me to say that in the first place. either way, you, but i hope you're doing well and that you are happy."
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