001。 — ☐ ✕ "hey..how are you? it's been so long I doubt you even think about me anymore. I wouldnt dare say who you are or who I am, you know how much of a coward I am. and I doubt you'd even see this anyways but..I heard writing letters that potentially would never be sent/read can be therapeutic so here I am. occasionally I see you around, seems like you're doing well. you must be so much happier without me. I am sorry for everything between us or if I brought you down in any way. you didn't deserve that. I miss you a bunch. as lovers? sure. But even more so as my best friend. I don't have many people to talk to these days. there are some but its not the same as talking with you. I have so much to tell you, so much I want to share with you. now I know I'll never be able to see I think I should just let it all go. delete all the photos and texts, remove you from everywhere. I don't want it to be all over...but deep down I knew it's been over for some time now. At the very least I hope I wasn't a waste of your time, that you could at least appreciate the happy times we had and thought well of me at some point. idk I am just spewing words at this point, maybe I'll come back later and try to reach out but I don't think you'd want that. So for now I'll just wish you all the best in the coming year. until we meet again.   xx 19 ☆"   author note: hey dear, check out chapter 3 for someone rooting for ya 🥺 searCh ☌ FBRP. coded by yxgurt