Read carefully.

001.

In an open door, you enter,

You refused to utter,

If being distant is better,

Can I choose the other?

                                                 -J

002.

If this is how you love,

I don't want it.

If friendships are above,

I'll take it.

                                                 -J

003. 

For the painful memories I hid for years, I just want them to disappear. Just like you did. From years ago to what we have now, nothing changed. Still, a lonesome soul wanting to be worth fighting for.

                                               -J

004. 

The swirling motion of my sight,

All I can see is your face, 

I wanna go back to you though I might,

But all I am is daze.

                                                   -J

005.

Time passes by before I knew it, I would've known. I would've shown the tremendous feelings I have. But not even a single bit of it you noticed. I wanted to listen, I really did. Nevertheless, no one spoke.

                                                   -J

006.

Understanding seems easy, but we never did.

                                                  -J

007.

Feels like opening a letter sealed with human flesh.

                                                 -J

008.

Drowning in a sea of grief,

swim away.

Reaching for your hands,

can't reach.

                                                  -J

009.

It went from an ecstatic rollercoaster of emotions to an eerie haunted carnival.

My life.

                                                 -J

010.

Wearing red lipstick,

Got a letter slid in a green envelope,

Yellow tops and pink bottoms,

I'm feeling blue.

                                               -J

011.

From far away I see,

How elated you are without me,

So near yet so far,

Feelings over scars.

                                                -J

012.

She wasn't just fishing for compliments,

More of like a desire of getting accolades,

"You're doing great",

No one has said that.

                                              -J

013.

You used to be my peace, my insouciant.

                                            -J

014.

I think of you most of the time. How can I avoid being in boketto?

                                            -J

015.

I tried to whelve everything but the burning sensation of hope was always inside me an