You look great

White really suits you the most

 

“Stop looking at me like that seungwan”

 

“not allowed? I’m sorry”

 

you hit me

they laughed

 

“Are you ready?”

 

“Always”

 

I wish you were here too

I went to your wedding you know

 

“Seungwan! you look great earlier on your suit”

 

“Where’s Joy?”

 

“she just went to the bathroom ”

 

“I’m happy you guys are finally together now, no more hiding”

 

“Yeah, Sana’s words about ‘relationship’ kind of push some buttons to both of us”  

 

We didn’t work Hyun

but I’m glad Joy and Seudid

 

“Hey seulgi, Can I borrow seungwan for a minut-

 

“No worries! she’s your ex-girlfriend anyway, you have all the rights!”

 

ah seulgi you clown

 

“She just got married seulgi"

 

Incoming call

 

Joohyun

 

“Excuse me, I have to take this”

 

“Joohyun??”

 

“I’m not Joohyun, listen you’re on her speed dial and I don’t know who to call. The woman, Joohyun you said is at the hospital right now an-

 

“Send me the address”

 

 

Who would have thought

meeting you again would be like this

 

 

“Are you guys related to Irene and Suho?”

 

this is just a dream

a bad dream

 

“friends. I already contacted their family and they’re on- 

 

“Is she okay?”

 

tell me she’s fine

 

“They’re both in critical situation, both lost a lot of blood from the car crash I’m afraid-

 

“But you’ll do everything you could do right? tell me you’ll save her..please”

 

pathetic

I can’t lose you like this

I can’t

 

“We’ll do everything we could”

 

--

 

 

 

“Are you sure you’re not gonna rest? you’ve been here since yesterday. Go home and shower”

 

“I-I can’t leave her Joy"

 

not again

 

"you need to rest"

 

"Joohyun needs me" 

 

“Joohyun wouldn’t like it if yo-

 

"Joy, just go"

 

"Seungwan you really need to rest, let's go home"

 

"Why can you just let me be! go home! I'm not going anywhere, not until she wakes up!" 

 

--

 

months passed

you’re still not awake

 

I don’t care If I lose my Job

you’re more important than that

 

I wanted to be here in case you wake up

I wanted to be here, with you

 

“Joohyun, don’t you get tired lying there all day? wake up, I’ll cook you seaweed soup..Just like old times"

 

“Remember back then when we’re still living together, remember when I used to go home late and you’re always on the couch, waiting for me. You won’t eat till I get home because you said it feels lonely to eat alone and you don’t want me to feel like that..

 

When you went back to your hometown and you always call me before you sleep because you said you miss me and you feel cold, we stayed on call till morning then I’m always late for class, remember that Hyun?”

 

I remember everything

every detail about us

 

--

 

“Hey hyun, good news! Suho is finally awake, He’s recovering well. I know you miss him! please wake up"

 

“I feel stupid shouting like that, come on hyun I know you do”

 

“Still no?”

 

“I’ll try again tomorrow, I need to go home today. I might lose my job for real. I’ll buy you ice cream tomorrow, sounds good? okay. Goodnight.."

 

--

 

You never did

that night I decided to go home

and you decided to go too

 

I wish I could turn back time

this is so unfair

 

I know we don’t say goodbye

 

 

but I wish you did

 

 

 

 

 

“I’m going home, I can’t do this”

 

 

I need to see you

 

 

If this is the only way to see you again

I’ll do it

 

for you

for us

 

I’m taking my shot again

for the nth time

 

 

 

Joohyun, wait for me

 

--

 

 

 

“Seulgi, I’m scared”

 

“baby I’m not going anywhere, I promise”

 

“That’s what they said, look at them now”

 

“We’re not them, both of them are cowards”

 

“They been through a lot, I feel so sorry about them”

 

 

 

“Seungwan, you dumbo”

 

“Joohyun, you too”

 

silence

 

“I miss them so much, why do you guys have to be so complicated”

 

“I hope you guys still remember your promise”

 

“yeah that”

 

 

 

 

 

Is this what love do to you? make a fool out of yourself?

 wishing for something that isn’t going to happen? it’s not fair.

 

it’s not fair to them

 

Tragic, that is what they are.

 too afraid to take risks. Look what happened.

 

Seungwan and Joohyun didn’t work in this time they’re in.

 

Maybe in another life

 

Maybe this time they’ll do it right