I never learned how to ride bike

My father tried to

But failed

 

My brother just laughed at me

telling me I’m so weak

it’s true

 

Mother would always scold him for being mean

and later on scold me for being a burden

a cycle

 

My teachers

well, let’s just say they lost hope in me

me too

 

while Joohyun..

 

Joohyun gave her very best

She’s my wheels

 

but still didn’t know how

 

I wanted to

but It will hurt both of us if I failed

 

and then she came

 

She was patient with me

She never laughed at me

like how my Brother did

 

She never told me lies and put the blame on me

like how my Mother did

 

She stayed

My Father didn’t

 

My teachers lose hope in me when I failed in school twice

unlike her, she was so supportive at everything I do

 

while Joohyun

you know the answer to that

 

I tried to you know     

But I guess it’s not about how hard I try

or how encouraging Joohyun is to me

 

Maybe it’s the willingness

and maybe that’s the reason

 

she-

 

“Wannie are you alright? you’ve been staring at me for a while now not that I’m complaining but you seem lost”

 

She might not be Joohyun

 

“I’m just happy, you’re coming home with me”

 

The Love of my life

 

“I told you, I’m with you no matter what”

 

“come here and give me a kiss”

 

“how about you help me pack our things and maybe..You’ll get something better than kiss hmm?”

 

“tempting hmm..okay”

 

“It’s a deal then? because…The last one who gets to the bedroom will do the laundry later!!”

 

Just like that we race towards the bedroom

like a madman  

 

--

 

After a year of staying in Tokyo

I’m finally home

and she’s with me

 

”Seungwan, here!!”

 

Joy hasn’t change still loud

 

“you’re embarrassing us joy shut up, welcome home seungwan and um-

 

“right, guys I’d like you to meet Sana”

 

“We heard a lot of things about you but seungwan refuses to tell us your name”

 

do they really have to say that at the same time?

 

brats

 

“Good things.. I hope?”

 

“Seungwan was right you are really pretty, no wonder she’s so sm-

 

“okay enough Joy, let’s go before she says something inappropriate”

 

“aw is my wannie shy?”

 

“you two stop laughing!”

 

 

 

we went straight to the resto

where Joohyun is waiting for us

 

Joohyun   

 

we never lost contact after the day I told her I extended my contract

It's like I never left home

 

Seeing her after a year feels good

I think she lost some weight

she still looks good

 

She noticed I was looking at her

 

“Seungwan, Welcome home”

 

Welcome home indeed

 

“good to be back”

 

 

 

Its true that the food gets ten times better

if you eat it with good company

 

Laughter filled the table

you look worried though?

Why wont you look at me?

 

“Wannie and I met on a coffee shop, it’s kind of cliché story but she spilled a coffee on my  shirt! good thing she was cute and I just got off from work that night”

 

Everyone laughs then shared their thoughts

questions were asked

you didn’t even budge

 

“Say seungwan why did you come home if things are better in Tokyo?”

 

this time Suho was the one asking

I honestly don’t want to answer that

 

I glanced at you

your eyes looks straight to my soul

 

I’m not overreacting she really is

 

“I mean, Tokyo is great but I kind of got homesick. Also, I wanted you guys to officially meet my Girlfriend. Oh! I almo-

 

“Sana what did you see in Seungwan? What made you date her?”  

 

you asked this time

the table was dead silent

 

Seulgi and Suho look so lost

Joy looks at me and she knows

She knows something is up

 

Joohyun what the hell are you doing?

 

“I’m just kidding, you don’t have to answer. I’m not that kind of friend”

 

okay what was that?

 

“Like what? an ex-girlfriend?”             

 

JOY! WHAT THE??

 

”I’m joking! why are you guys so tense”

 

“that’s a joke? Sana, I’m sorry you had to witness this side of Joy sometimes she wou-

 

“what are you talking about ddeulgi?”

 

the table was full of laughter again

thanks to Joy and Seulgi

 

I nudge you

I have to know what’s up with you Hyun

 

“can we talk later?”

 

“I’m busy later, maybe next time”

 

avoiding, I see

 

--

 

A month

 

It’s been a month since we decided to go home

Sana enjoyed her stay

my friends we’re really supportive about us

 

except Joohyun

she would just nod along

Still haven’t talk to her

She’s been very busy (ignoring me)

 

Sana went back to Tokyo yesterday

as much as I want her to stay with me

She can’t for now

 

speaking of

 

Incoming call

 

“Good morning!”

 

“sup babe”

 

A laugh from the other line

 

“you and your cheesy ”

 

“why did you call? I thought you’re at work?”

 

“I am, I just missed you”

 

“then come home”

 

“As soon as I’m done here I’m going home, I promise”

 

I’m her home

 

“don’t worry take your time, I know you love your Job. I’m not going anywhere”

 

“wannie”

 

“hmm?”

 

“I love you”

 

“I love you too”

 

--

 

Calling Joohyun

 

stop ignoring my calls

 

a knock on my door

this girl

 

“yah why aren’t you picking up my calls I was worried”

 

“I was only gone for an hour seungwan chill, miss me that much?”

 

maybe

 

“what did you get anyway?”

 

“our favorite of course”

 

You exactly know what I want

 

“what movie did you pick?”

 

“actually I was waiting for you”

 

“Can we like..watch The Notebook?”

 

oh, I see

 

“Okay, Anything for you”

 

--

 

Sana is coming home tomorrow

I really missed her

the apartment was surely quiet

 

not when Joohyun is around

 

I never dared to talk about what she thinks about Sana

I’m not ready for it

 

But that doesn’t mean the tension between us is gone

It’s still there, If we wont act on it 

soon it'll hurt us both

 

But Joohyun never say her thoughts out loud

and that’s what I’m scared of the most..

 

My phone rings out of nowhere

scaring the out of me

 

But Sana is already sleeping who would-

 

incoming call

 

 joohyun???

 

"hello???"

 

I miss you

 

"are you busy?"

 

 No

 

 "yes"

 

 "I see, I’ll call you later when you’re done"

 

"joohyun what is it?"

 

 "I have something to tell you"

 

Is she nervous? why

 

 "joohyun-ah come on its just me no need to be nervous"

 

is she drunk??

 

“Hyun, everything okay?”

 

“yeah, I just miss you”

 

I already know that

 

“why did you call? is something bothering you?”

 

 

“There’s this thing that happened to me earlier and I wanted you to know first before anyone does”

 

I’m guessing a promotion at work?

you always wanted that position

did you finally got it?

 

“what it is?”

 

“don’t freak out, okay??”

 

“why would I freak out? whatever, go on tell me”

 

Why Am I feeling this isn’t about work promotion?

 

one

 

 

two

 

 

three

 

 

 

four

 

 

 

five

 

 

 

 

"I'm getting married"

 

 

“Congratulatio- wait what?”

 

 

 

 

“I said, I’m getting married”

 

 

 

--

 

a/n

 

How was it? I was deciding the other day if it’s gonna be Mina or Sana. But then I went to Sana because why not? she kind of fits the role.

Regarding the format. yes, this fic will only be dialogue and thoughts of Seungwan. I hope it doesn’t cause any confusion to you guys. 

 

Lastly,

 

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