Nine
GoneWhen everyone had finished eating their dinner, they decided to end the day and went back to their own respective rooms. But before Seungwan and Sohee could walk, Joohyun took Seungwan’s hand and stopped the younger girl from walking away. The leader smiled at the main vocalist, “Seungwan-ah, can we go outside for a bit? I need to talk to you…”
Seungwan was confused and she looked at Sohee who had also stopped walking. When Sohee nodded her head and smiled, Seungwan turned her attention back to Joohyun. “Um, sure eonnie…?”
Joohyun had this big smile on her face before she tugged on Seungwan’s hand. “Kajja~” She pulled Seungwan away and went outside of the apartment.
Sohee who was watching the exchange between the two women could only bit her lower lips nervously. She was sure now that Joohyun had feelings for Seungwan and she couldn’t help but to be scared and worried. ‘What if Joohyun took Seungwan away from me? What if Seungwan has feeling for her too? Will i be okay with that? Can i be happy for the two of them?’
All those thoughts made Sohee became insecure. Unbeknownst to her, tears started to roll down on her face. She was too scared by now that it made her restless. Sohee was just able to met Seungwan and she didn’t know if she could stand it to have Seungwan taken away from her. The artist then wiped away the tears on her face before walking inside her room weakly.
On the other hand, Seungwan and Joohyun were walking around the park. It was cold outside, so Joohyun was shivering. Seungwan who noticed it, took out her jacket and draped it around Joohyun’s body, made the older of the two jumped a bit as she was shocked. Joohyun then looked up at Seungwan confusedly which Seungwan replied with a smile. That made Joohyun smiled as well. Not long after, they found a bench and Seungwan lead Joohyun to sat there.
“So, what do you want to talk about, eonnie?” Seungwan asked as the both of them were looking up the sky. She then moved her attention to the woman beside her.
“I just….i just want to know about your answer.” Joohyun stopped looking at the beautiful sky as she looked at Seungwan’s beautiful face instead. “I— will you give me the second chance? Will you give us the second chance?”
Seungwan was taken aback with Joohyun’s question. She didn’t expect the woman to brought this topic again. It took Seungwan a quite long time before she was able to answer Joohyun.
“You know that my parents had arranged my marriage with Sohee, right? So, i—i’m sorry, eonnie…” Seungwan carefully said as she didn’t want to hurt Joohyun’s feeling. Even though Joohyun had hurt her before, Seungwan didn’t have the heart to do the same. No matter what had happened between them before, Joohyun was still Joohyun. Someone whom she loved, someone whom she really cared about.
There was another silence engulfing the two and Seungwan was sure she could see how broken Joohyun was by now, but she knew she couldn’t do anything about it. As much as she still loved the woman in front of her, she was still too scared to get hurt again. And so she thought that this was the best decision for her. To choose and marry Sohee was the right thing to do.
“B-but what about us, Seungwan? I know that you still love me. I know that it’s me that you want to be with. You can’t do this to us.” Joohyun shook her head as she was crying real hard by now. “Let’s give ourselves another chance, Seungwan-ah. We can talk to your parents about it, we can tell them that we love each other! I’m sure they wo
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