Acceptance

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When they came back to the center, Jiyong decided to file a case against his parents for negligence.

He didn't want to stay here anymore.

He wasn't going to spend the rest of his days here pretending to be an orphan who had nowhere else to go. 

There was a new road opening before him and he knew this was the only chance he had to take it. 

 

Seungri sets him on the bed but Jiyong holds his hand before they could retreat, "We will do it. Okay, Seunghyun?" 

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Earlier at the pond-

"My birth name is Seunghyun but I tell people to call me Seungri..."

'Why?"

"My grandma named me Seungri, "victory" as she would say it's because I have won against my past."

"Why not Seunghyun?"

"I want to keep believing I did win against it... and I didn't want to be found again... Not by others or by myself..." (referring to how his old name reminded him of his past self)

Silence. 

"Seunghyun, why are you telling me all this?" 

"I wonder..."

"I mean... what made you tell me all this? Out of all the people before you except your grandma?"

"Have you heard of soulmates, Jiyong?"

The said person blushed deeply, "W-what do you mean!? I'm not-"

"It's not necessary that soulmates have to be the person you love. Soulmates can be friends too... when I was with my grandma, she told she felt a pull towards me when she saw me..." The faintest of smiles tug at the corners of Seungris' lips and Jiyong could only stare in bewilderment, who knew such a sassy man had such a heart? "I asked her what it was that makes people pull towards eachother and she said, before coming to earth, our souls exist in another realm. Whoever we meet or make deep connections with in that realm, will feel a pull towards us when they're birthed in this world too. That's how we know we're soul-mates, bound by souls."

"That's beautiful... I never thought of that... I, too, felt a connection with you when we sat here together the other day... I do not feel calm or safe around people, but I did with you." Jiyong felt his heart getting giddy as he said these things. It was really like a new door was opening up within him.

"The feelings are mutual." Seungri grinned.

There's a pause as they watch a bird swoop down, dipping its' beak in the pond for merely a milisecond before it resurfaces, prey within the beaks' grasp and swiftly flies away.

"Lets' leave the center." Jiyong suddenly says.

'Eh!?" 

"I don't want to live like this anymore. You freed yourself from so much despite all odds against you. You have inspired me, Seunghyun." He takes a deep breath, "Lets' make something of ourselves." 

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They both looked at eachother for a while, finding reassurance and strength in eachothers' gazes, the caretaker shifted his eyes, "I didn't tell you my past for you to rebel, Jiyong." His voice is filled with guilt.

"It's not rebelling. It's justice. My parents weren't poor, they just didn't want their nonsensical gatherings to become gloomy." Jiyong nods to himself and looks at the other with confidence. He needed

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Angiekiedis85
#1
Chapter 11: My poor Ri my poor Ri🥺 I would have loved an extra chapter to have a little glimpse into Jiyong's future, after Ri. thank u authoring this was lovely sad buy lovely
JIRI8890
#2
Chapter 11: I'm cry cry 😭 beautiful story
ninadebrov23 #3
Chapter 11: This iss soo beautiful authornim. The way you portrayed their characters and the ending are cheff kiss. Im crying 😭💙
starrider5
#4
Chapter 10: I'M ING SOBBING THIS WAS TRULY BEAUTIFUL 😭😭 i love your writing so much!!!!
bhoomika
#5
Chapter 11: I cried so hard😭😭 TT it was really beautiful author-nim♥ all yours words inspired mee!!thank you so much for the story😍
Dollhouse32123
#6
Don't mind me, I'm just re-reading because I can't afford therapy, okay?! 😤
Is not like that's my favorite story or anythi- ok, being the Tsundere is not my role in this ship dynamic...
Angelicat #7
Chapter 11: I cried so hard with this story, the feelings, the intense love, I totally fell hard for it. Also I remembered the song “R.O.D.”. I love your plots, they are so different and also in someway I can connect with them, thank you :)
TOPkat
#8
Chapter 11: You hit me with the lana del ray Young and beautiful. Having me crying. This story is soo beautiful and heartbreaking. I absolutely love it.
haennaseyo
#9
Chapter 11: I really cried. This is heartbreaking and beautiful. Thank you
Dollhouse32123
#10
Chapter 11: So bittersweet: at the same time is heartbreaking all the scene played so beautifully in my head in that way you described.
The atmosphere of all the chapter actually gave the ending a tone that felt more realistic, even being sad the scene and their dialogue was so romantic. Is it weird that I it made the story even more heartwarming to me?
We knew this would happen at the last chapter, and I loved how you deal with them talking about how Seungri would spend his last days and how he said he wanted jiyong to be happy after him.... That dialogue made me cry, you explored the most sad part and didn't felt tragic, instead explored their perspective on it in a manner emphasized their love for each other and how Seungri's last days would be as good as they both can make it.
It makes you really feel the meaning of the title, reinforced how much they were important to one another, added a very necessary and beautiful scene.... I absolutely loved this epilogue, thank you so much.
Congratulations for everything, I really thought you could not make this one better.
("Young and Beautiful" don't just fit on the story context, but the fact is on the "The Great Gatsby" movie, and here our Korean Gatsby is about to pass away... it might be alternative universe, but it gave the tears an extra push...TT) Keep up with the great work! <3