Thoughts and Memories

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The next day the boy came again. 

Jiyong reminded himself to make some small talk and gain his trust before he starts going to the forest again. This is what he did with his previous caretaker too which helped him get away for so long. 

With Seungri's personality he estimated it will take only 2 days to gain that boys' trust. 

"Enjoy your meal." Seungri said after setting up his table. He turned to leave the room but Jiyong called him back.

"Hey, come here."

"Yes?"

"How old are you?" 

"21... Why?"

"Woah really? You look really young!" 

There is a short silence as Jiyong starts eating his meal, Seungri takes it as a sign to leave but he calls him back again.

"Hey, what's the rush? I know you don't have any schedule until 4 PM for Ms. Roseanne. I just want to talk to someone." Jiyong points at the chair near his bed, "Come."

The caretaker approaches slowly and sets himself. He folds his hands over his lap.

Jiyong giggles, "why are you so stiff? Was the old care home that strict with professionalism?"

Seungri gives a half smile and says, "Yes. There were many rules to follow. It was just for me though..." The boy becomes silent again. 

The other doesn't miss out on how the boy's voice gets quieter by the end. He was hiding something. 

"So, did you go to a school?"

The boy is quiet and nods, his eyes downcast.

This was so very different from the expression he gave yesterday. Jiyong couldn't shake off the feeling that he might be doing something wrong by asking such personal questions - he really felt as if he was walking through a field of landmines. He understood then why the boy didn't prefer staying long or the fact that he worked for God knows since when in an elderly home. His reluctance to talk about his education made him curious too. 

Another silence. 

"You can leave. Sorry to keep you."

Seungri gets up and starts to leave, just before closing the door he smiles and asks the other to call him (that is by pressing a switch near their bed in case of emergencies or calling their caretaker) when he's done.

 

This guy... will take some time... Jiyong eats slowly as he looks out through the window near his bed, he looks at the trees, the birds, the clear skies and the difference in colour of nature when the sun rays cover them. I guess I will have to stay here for a while.... I need to know him... For the first time in years, something other than the forest and the pond was starting to inspire and interest him. 

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Angiekiedis85
#1
Chapter 11: My poor Ri my poor Ri🥺 I would have loved an extra chapter to have a little glimpse into Jiyong's future, after Ri. thank u authoring this was lovely sad buy lovely
JIRI8890
#2
Chapter 11: I'm cry cry 😭 beautiful story
ninadebrov23 #3
Chapter 11: This iss soo beautiful authornim. The way you portrayed their characters and the ending are cheff kiss. Im crying 😭💙
starrider5
#4
Chapter 10: I'M ING SOBBING THIS WAS TRULY BEAUTIFUL 😭😭 i love your writing so much!!!!
bhoomika
#5
Chapter 11: I cried so hard😭😭 TT it was really beautiful author-nim♥ all yours words inspired mee!!thank you so much for the story😍
Dollhouse32123
#6
Don't mind me, I'm just re-reading because I can't afford therapy, okay?! 😤
Is not like that's my favorite story or anythi- ok, being the Tsundere is not my role in this ship dynamic...
Angelicat #7
Chapter 11: I cried so hard with this story, the feelings, the intense love, I totally fell hard for it. Also I remembered the song “R.O.D.”. I love your plots, they are so different and also in someway I can connect with them, thank you :)
TOPkat
#8
Chapter 11: You hit me with the lana del ray Young and beautiful. Having me crying. This story is soo beautiful and heartbreaking. I absolutely love it.
haennaseyo
#9
Chapter 11: I really cried. This is heartbreaking and beautiful. Thank you
Dollhouse32123
#10
Chapter 11: So bittersweet: at the same time is heartbreaking all the scene played so beautifully in my head in that way you described.
The atmosphere of all the chapter actually gave the ending a tone that felt more realistic, even being sad the scene and their dialogue was so romantic. Is it weird that I it made the story even more heartwarming to me?
We knew this would happen at the last chapter, and I loved how you deal with them talking about how Seungri would spend his last days and how he said he wanted jiyong to be happy after him.... That dialogue made me cry, you explored the most sad part and didn't felt tragic, instead explored their perspective on it in a manner emphasized their love for each other and how Seungri's last days would be as good as they both can make it.
It makes you really feel the meaning of the title, reinforced how much they were important to one another, added a very necessary and beautiful scene.... I absolutely loved this epilogue, thank you so much.
Congratulations for everything, I really thought you could not make this one better.
("Young and Beautiful" don't just fit on the story context, but the fact is on the "The Great Gatsby" movie, and here our Korean Gatsby is about to pass away... it might be alternative universe, but it gave the tears an extra push...TT) Keep up with the great work! <3