He loved with knowing the feelings,but i loved him without being aware of my feelings,

 

 

 

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New and fresh tears run down his cheeks as baekhyun hides his face on the pillow, everything smells like sehun, how was he supposed to forget him ?

 

Some hours later, baekhyun find himself blinking his blurry eyes and sat up the bed, rubbing his eyes with both of his eyes, his attention went to the digital clock,

It's 6:34 pm 

 

Sehun has left him in the hotel alone,

 

Baekhyun wore his clothes, the pain went through his muscles when he put on his pants, baekhyun got out of the room, making his way outside of the hotel .

 

Alot of eyes followed him, his appearance tell the entire story, baekhyun kept his head low in shame, he doesn't know how to get back, Kyungsoo must be worried, baekhyun searched for his phone in his pocket but he has left it home,

 

Sighing he waited for a taxi, 

 

The evening was such pretty time to go out with your loved one, but baekhyun is here standing there looking miserable and sad,

 

He saw a taxi coming his way, baekhyun waved his hands a little stopping the taxi, 

 

It was a relief that he has carried his wallet with him, after telling the driver his adress baekhyun looked outside of the window.

 

 

 

A hand knudged his shoulders slightly.

“ we are here sir ". The driver said, baekhyun payed him and thanked him,

Getting out of the taxi, he nervously walked inside,
Kyungsoo will be mad at me.?.

 

Kyungsoo heard the door opening without looking around he knows it's baekhyun,

“ have you eaten yet ?". kyungsoo said while chopping the carrots.

Baekhyun stopped in his track, a deer caught in light.

He shooked his head, kyungsoo couldn't see him becouse he was backfacing him.

 

“ no ". Hands behind his back, head down, kyungsoo saw the guilt in his eyes.

 

Sighing for the hundredth time “ let's eat". kyungsoo gesture him to sit down.

 

“ i- actually I'm- not hungry ". His stomach growled from hunger but baekhyun said straight lies to his best friends face who looked at him weirdly.

 

“ okay-". Without waiting for kyungsoo to finish his words baekhyun runned to his room, everything hurts, he sealed his lips, locking the door.

 

 

He went into the soft duvet covers , body paining every where but nothing was paining as much as his heart, Every time he has a painful encounter with sehun, his love for him increases. 
Crying into the covers , he felt a hand pat his head.

     
"Don't cry b