The best thing about being not alive is to sit around,
watching everyone around you
and judging their reactions
while measuring the best ones.

At least
that's what Wheein thought
when she sit on the 
soil of her own grave,
surrounded by
her loved ones that
she start to recognize less 
than yesterday.

It was a car accident.

Wheein has always
imagine her end 
​​​​​​to be like this:
sitting near the plane window,
always a feeling of leaving something.
She make it a habit
to always look downwards
during her trip,
checking whatever stuff
she has to bring with her 
before leaving on a plane. 
She would always,
always,
misplace something. Some said that
we will always leave ourselves
in the places that we have visited.

Kim Yongsun cried and fainted 
before she even reach to her grave,
and she didn't see Ahn Hyejin 
everywhere.
Seeing the continuous grief
makes her want to cry
as well but 
she didn't.
She can't
when the tears didn't fall
out harder than it was 
yesterday.
Body fluids start coming out
from dead bodies
and she's almost running 
out of tears.
During a clenched heart
out of sadness
Wheein can only watch.

Until her second oldest unnie
of the group come
and,
after saying her condolences,
(Wheein can't quite catch
her exact words from here