Heartbreak and Acceptance
Destiny Equals You and Me
Its official Tiffany and Tabi are together, this news would have shattered me but since I’ve got someone behind my back I managed to go on with my life like nothing happened. Well I’ve got Joongie now and he’s really great for my ego and my heart.
He’s been my lifeline these days as I have accepted the painful truth that Seunghyun’s not mine anymore because he was never mine in the first place. Accepting the truth made it easier to handle things. Things like me being friends with Tiffany and ignoring how sweet Tabi could be with her.
My friends got different reactions to their relationship, some of them were happy others were disappointed and some like Bom still can’t accept it. Though she’s not saying anything I could feel it that she hasn’t accepted Tiffany entirely into our group.
I am still in my daydream when my head went throbbing again a sign that my migraine is back. Having this crazy schedule of activities made me stressed out hence causing this disturbing migraine. Massaging my head in my left hand and writing some reports on my right didn’t help at all, the letters looked fuzzy as the pain grew intense.
“Stop writing and drink your medicine already.” Out of nowhere Joongie just appeared and went through my bag looking for the meds scowling. He pried the ball pen out of my hand and pushed the tablet unto it.
“Drink it up.” I wouldn’t have drunk it because it makes me drowsy and I have to finish writing that report but he is looking at me like an irate mother. That expression of his never failed to make me smile.
“Arasso umma.” Chugging down the bitter tablet I looked at him again, he’s still scowling making the marks on his forehead looked permanent.
“Aigoo, don’t do that. It ruins your perfect face you know.” I told him while stretching the marks on his forehead.
“If you wouldn’t just be so hard headed and do as you’re told then I would be happy to smile at you.” He’s still surly that it made me chuckle and that’s a mistake since my head throbbed at the motion.
“Ow.” I closed my eyes to minimize the pain when I felt his hands on my head gently massaging it.
“Lie down on my lap for a while and try to rest, we’ll try to finish that report after that.” If it was someone else who told me that I would have chucked my notebook on their head, but there is something on his voice that made me relax or it is his massaging that did the trick. So I laid my head not on his lap but on his shoulder.
I smelled that familiar scent of his like a forest and spring, I drew my head closer and sniffed his shirt.
“I know I smell wonderful but please do try to rest instead of snuffling my shirt.” He reprimanded me but I could feel him smiling.
“You always smell like spring and I like that.” I gazed up and saw him smiling down at me.
“That is why I did not change my perfume ever since you told me that.” He’s grinning like mad.
“Now have some rest before our free time is over.”
He didn’t have to tell me again since I s my hands around him and closed my eyes. It really feels great when someone cares for you.
Comments