My beloved Jisoo,

As of now, I am still in remorse and regret about the way I treated you. I took you for granted and that was the stupidest thing I have ever done in my whole life.

I am sitting in front of Han river, as of writing, waiting and praying for you to come to me today. Hoping that you will show up in front of me so we can talk.

I know that you told me to leave you alone...but Jisoo, after reading all your heartbreaking letters, I just couldn't make myself to. I want to explain my side, my side that has only been known to me and which I should have made known to you.

I am writing this letter as a back up plan...if you didn't come. If you didn't want to talk to me yet, I accept it. But I am going to write you my explanation because it's what we both deserve.

First of all, I would like to sincerely apologize if you felt neglected because I am prioritizing work over you. I may have been working a lot but you're always the reason why I want to strive hard. I want to be successful for you. I want to be successful for us so when the time comes that we are ready to build our family, we"ll be stable and we'll have nothing to be worried of.

I'm sorry if I always turn you down whenever you wanted to come with me during my out of the country business trips. It's just that I don't want you to feel extremely left out. My trips are very busy. I always have meetings from morning to night. You will only get bored on your own.d

I'm sorry if you think I am forcing you to stay because I am keeping a girl with me during those trips. I swear I don't. Chaeryung? I don't even talk to her unless she talks to me about business.

Rumors are pure rumors, Jisoo. I believe I didn't have to clear those because they are groundless. Hell, I don't even have time to look at others because I am busy striving for us.