Dear Taehyung,

I am feeling so sad today because you are leaving for Thailand again for work. I said I wanted to come but you told me that you are really going to be busy so I better stay at home and wait for you, just like I always do.

To be honest, I hated it when you said I have to stay and wait for you. I used to be comfortable with waiting but these days, it seemed really...hard. And sad.

I hated being home alone in the night while it's raining. I hated being alone while I speak to the employees because I feel like I am not as good as you when it comes to treating the employees right. I feel like I am incompetent.

And sometimes, I can see it in their eyes how much I was more of a burden than that of a help. Your parents thought that about me, too. They never wanted me to be your wife. I wasn't a wife material for them. They have someone better in mind but you still chose me. And every moment I feel inferior, I always think of how you chose me above someone else and I will be fine.

You're still in front of me but I already miss you. What more when you're already miles away from me?

Am I being clingy? Do you not like it when I am this clingy?

I hated distance between us, Taehyung...but I will endure everything as long as you get the success that your deserve.

Your number one supporter,
Jisoo