Dear Taehyung,

I heard some rumors in the teahouse earlier. They said they saw you with Chaeryung again. They said you were seen with her in a jet. They said she was with you throughout the trip.

Is that why you don't want me to come? Because she is already with you?

I texted you and asked you who you are with but you didn't tell me you're with Chaeryung. I asked you if that's the truth but you just got mad at me because I am being too paranoid again.

I'm sorry, Taehyung, if I am paranoid. I'm just...I'm just too scared to lose you. I don't want to lose you.

I lost my parents at a young age and since then, I have been living alone. I have been thriving in this life and most of the time, I feel like life is eating me alive. Life is defeating me because I am alone...until I met you. Until you came into my life.

You saved me, Taehyung. You saved me from life and that's why I don't want to let go of you. I don't want you to leave me. I don't want you to hate me.

Because without you, life will get to me again. Without you, life will eat me alive again.

Please don't leave me,

Jisoo