Dear Taehyung,

Where are you?

I woke up in a hospital bed. Jennie is by my side and she's crying so hard. I asked her what's wrong because all I could remember is feeling a sharp pain in my stomach...and blood...a lot of blood...before I passed out.

The doctor came in and told me the heartbreaking news. I lost our baby. I had a spontaneous abortion. She said it could be due to a lot of factors but maybe for me, it is due to stress. I know... She already told me that my pregnancy is critical and yet...I still chose to stress myself.

I haven't eaten anything. I can't seem to make myself eat anything.

I lost my baby. I lost my one and only hope.

But where are you? You're probably in Europe or somewhere out there, having a nice dinner after a strenuous meeting...or maybe you're with your mistress.

But you know what? I don't care. I don't care about you anymore. I'm done with this. I'm done with you.

Because of you I lost my baby. Because of you I lost our baby.

Taehyung, I'm sorry. I'm so mad at you right now. I'm so mad at myself right now.

Taehyung, I'm sorry. I don't think I will stay any longer.

Taehyung, I'm sorry. But I feel like all my love for you is clouded by the anger ang rage that I am feeling for you.

Taehyung, I'm sorry. But let's end this now.

I want a divorce,
Jisoo