PART 7

ANGEL

OH,those memories, how worthless they seem.

But,those kind of memories, our small talks, they'd be stuck in my mind forever. 

You moved from one place of the house to the the other. Somewhat uneasy and heavy hearted. Something must be burdening you. 

What kind of thoughts plagued your mind right now? If only I can do something to ease your uneasy soul.

You then went inside the room. I wanted to follow you inside but I felt something that prevented me from doing so. 

I realized that you must be like that because of me. Possible.

For I know, felt, and cherished your feelings for me, that it grew out to be so strong, that when I've left, that might caused you alot of pain. 

Those memories that I've revisited, that made me happy and complete, that to you it turned out to be nothing more than painful memories of the past. 

The fact that I am here, not being able to let you go, you might be feeling the same way too. 

So long that things have happened, I thought you've all burried it in the past. 

But seeing how things didn't change as time past, I then realized that you are still trapped in the past, dwelling on what had been done.

Thank you for all this time, I was able to see that to you I've become irreplacable.

But then, should your life remain like this?

Happiness that is what I ultimately want for you. I didn't matter if I'd be forgotten as long as you are happy, I am fine with it.  

 

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myungsujijjang
#1
I can't believe I only read this fic now. It's so nice! Heartbreaking but nice!
dark44rose #2
that was very painfull and absoloutly beautifull i loved it it showed such great display of one's feelings after losing a loved one though i wish noone would have to experience that pain everyone if going to someday

this fic was beautiful all the little things that seemed so significant when it was too late broke my heart
oliveteal
#3
Chapter 11: I'm reading it now till the end, I know it's old ff.
The feels is just really sad. It's full of agony and despair (myungsoo part).
Though there's nothing like conversation. It's enough to make my cry.
I would love to read your another fanficts
inspiritz #4
Chapter 11: .........................................
I'm a mess right now, i'm crying and sobbing like crazy, that was really sad, i hope from all of my heart that no one in the world would ever get through such pain. And you are amazing writer, just the fact that you made my cry while reading the whole story is proving that you're an amazing writer.
cindyloco #5
This is sad
But it's really touching
Great work
gelazen #6
whoa, umm all i can say is thanks for the nice comments and feedbacks, but i still have a long way to go.. !!^^
Laydeen
#7
I think this is one of the best stories on this site, or with Myungsoo, at least. I read it today, during class, from my phone, and it got me real sensitive. it`s a real beautiful story, and very touching <33
congratulations:)
gelazen #8
yeah, thanks... i really intended it to be short actually, more like I was planning to end it around six chapters, but then I again I decided to emphasize more on their past.... some of the story's details kinda reflect some of my personal interests...... like going to med school...
xxIUxx #9
i really enjoy ur story .. its short but still awesome ♥ ♥