“I fallen in love with Seungri” I repeated again to aunty.

“I love him so much, I know he loves me too. But something stops him and I don’t know what was that” I said to aunty while crying.

She came closer to me.

She pat my head and said “give him sometimes he faced so many struggles. Everything will be alright”.

I felt relieved when I talk to her. I believed he will come back to me once he calmed down as now he may angry with me.

I wanted to stay with Seungri but my duty called and I have to leave him and when to Seoul. I asked him to come with me but he refused as he mentioned he need to settle certain things here. Glory was with him.

I looked at Seungri but he refused to see me.

I called him a side and I hold his hand.

“I know you are angry with me, but I will wait for you. Please take your time and come back to me. I won’t disturb you for now. But remember Seungri, you are mine and I am yours. I won’t let anyone come between us.” I said loudly.

Seungri was puzzled as he doesn’t know why I say this. But I know why I say this as I noticed Seungri and Glory quite close and I know Glory has feeling for him.

I am afraid Glory will take advantage of our current relationship crisis and try to closer with Seungri.

“What do you mean?” Seungri asked

“I mean what I mean” I said and winked at him.

Aunty smiled at me and I smiled at her back.

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1 month already no news from Seungri. I regretted what I said to him that I asked him to take his time. Now he no longer contacted me.

This 1 month is like 1 year for me as I unable to talk to him. I really miss him but no news from him. I almost everyday press call button to call him but I stopped as I want to give him some times. But I never thought he will never call me for past 1 month.

Sometimes I thought he may come back home, therefore I always leave office on time and back home. But not even once my doorbell rang because of him.

I miss him so much, today I decided to call him. I was nervous. I don’t know how to start the conversation. I cancelled the calls for 3 times before its start to ring.

I gathered the courage to call him. But I was disappointed that the call went answering machine and says “the number you called not in service”. I was shocked.

I called again, again and again but the results were the same. I felt my soul leaving my body. I never thought Seungri really wants leave me. I saw his eyes, he was still loves me. What happened now?

I immediately called Seungri’s mother but she didn’t pick up. I called her few times then she picked up. He voice sounds worry.

“Hi Jiyong, what happened? All ok? Why did you call me? She asked without letting me talk.

Then only I realised my behaviour make her worry as called her so many time.

I make myself calm.

“hello aunty, how are you? Sorry I just called to say hi. How is uncle?” I asked her casually although I can realise that my voice was agitated.

She replied me. I really don’t know how to start about Seungri. I was stuttering when about ask him.

“How is Seungri, aunty? Is he find? I called him but unable to reach him.” I started.

“He left home 3 weeks ago. He left after 1 week you left. I told him that you love him and he should be with you. He didn’t come to you?” She asked me?

I really don’t know what to say to her. She mentioned that he call her every week and said that he was happy with me.

Why Seungri doing this? Why he