The Hidden Feeling Part One

It was his first year in high school, feeling anxious and restless kyuhyun decided to go to the music room. His favorite place where he can feel a little better, with heavy feats he heads towards the piano dragging his long fingers across the piano top with a sad expression, today is the day of the finals! Packed with endless tests, but that isn’t the reason for his gloomy mind or heartache he’s being feeling all day long, in fact he loves exams! With a sorrowful face kyuhyun sit on the floor lining his back on the pianos leg

He did once again promises himself to not feel sad or self-pity, but today is his mother third monorail anniversary, and he misses her so much that he feels his ribcage will explodes from the whole sadness, and sorrow that is gathering inside him

Kyuhyun Pulled his knees closer to his chest, hugs them with his arms while placing his heavy head on top, he sighs feeling depressed for not being able to visit his mother grave this year, usually he well just skip class and go but today happened to the finals and he want to maintain his scholarship, since he didn’t want to relay on his so called father he got himself a seat in one of the biggest musical high schools out there by hard work

In the silent room only his muffed subs can be heard, immerged in his whipping kyuhyun didn’t notice a person have entered the music room, The new comer settled himself is next to him observing, a delicate touch on top of his head alert him from his place but still keeping his head down thinking he most lost his mine to be imagining stuff now, but a several gentle pats on his head makes him jolt his head upwards instantly

With his blurred vision from the waited tears in his puffed eyes, kyuhyun couldn’t identifies the person in front of him he squint his eyes for a better sight. Kyuhyun eyes gawked wide open when he recognized the person if front of him, ‘it can’t be…’ kyuhyun gazed at jongwoon face intensely staring at him with disbelieve ‘…jongwoon’

Their eyes met each other observing each other faces, kyuhyun jolt when jongwoon let out a loud laugh from his pinkish lips, kyuhyun face is a total mess tears bubbling heavily from both corners of his eyes, mucus sliding down from his red nose, a thin line of saliva connecting his slightly apart puf