Chapter sixteen :
The Hidden Feeling
After growing tired of trying to free his wrist, kyuhyun start laughing in disbelief at the ridiculous situation him in now, "fine, what is this OWNED apologize is for " while exchanging glares with jongwoon
“For what you said yesterday at the restaurant”
Kyuhyun sneered, " Oh~ that! Why should I apologize? It's the truth after all “while curling his upper lip upwards at one side and looking at jongwoon arrogantly from the corner of his eyes
Jongwoon tighten his grip while narrowing his eyes, “You! You can't just offend someone without knowing anything! And call it the truth!! "
“Owe! Ohwe! Well you stop it already! “Kyuhyun wince while lowering his shoulder down trying to reduce the pain coming from jongwoon painful grip to his poor wrist ' damn! Since when did he become this strong...?’
Jongwoon stands firmly locking in his grip on kyuhyun wrist by using all his strength, not giving any chance for kyuhyun to escape before getting what he wants, “No! I won't until you apologize! You don't know what happened s--”
Kyuhyun cut him off, “that’s right! I don't and I don't want to know, just like I said yesterday I don't care about what happened in the past or the present or even the freaking future! And all stupid excuses!! " Kyuhyun twisted his wrist free, after jongwoon let go of kyuhyun wrist afraid of hurting him
He glanced at jongwoon with a tired sad expression on his face, " I had enough... of the empty excuses and the shallow apologize..." He sighs, and pushed jongwoon to the side, with a heavy heart he started walking away
He was about to leave the elevator, but jongwoon stopped him by grabbing his shirt, kyuhyun groan while shaking his head frustrated, “what do you want! No..." Kyuhyun stopped when he saw jongwoon face, a Sting in his heart made him look away from jongwoon painful stares
His eyes were full of desperation and sadness, Jongwoon squeezed his small fist forcing himself to stay focused and not to cry and break down, before telling kyuhyun about his feeling and what he wanted to say a long time ago
“Wha... what do you want..." Kyuhyun couldn't look at jongwoon while talking; he furrowed his brows feeling confused about his racing heartbeat
With Shaky voice jongwoon spoke, “I... I know I hurt you deeply... but that time... I had to leave.... I... “He lowered his head down to not letting kyuhyun see his fall tears, “to…to me you were and are the most precious person I ever met in my whole life... our memories with each other and the promises we made, my feeling... I still cherish it dearly inside my heart..."
Jongwoon bit his lip harder forcing himself to stop crying, " I must be a fool for holding into the past all this time...hehehe " jongwoon laughed sarcastically at his miserable state, while wiping his tears with his other free hand palm
Kyuhyun muscles stiffened at the site of crying jongwoon, he only kept staring at him while feeling his whole body been paralyzed
The strength in jongwoon grip on kyuhyun shirt, grow weaker with all the heavy emotions his feeling now, his hand dropped to his side, “I will stop now and I will leave you alone, and let go.... I hope one day you forgive me... “His voice was soft and gentle with a small smile on his lips Jongwoon turned, and start walking away disappearing in the long narrowed hallway, leaving a shocked and speechless kyuhyun behind
Kyuhyun stepped backwards lining his back on the elevator Wall, he blinked excessively trying to untangle his thoughts and his wild ponding heart, " ...huh! What's just happened?..." the more he thinks about what jongwoon said the more he was feeling the temperature in the elevator seemed to rise as his cheeks started to turn red as a tomato
While holding his shaped like a ball fist in front of his red face, " most precious person.... whole life.... his feeling...in his heart!!! What the hell is he talking about?!!! “Kyuhyun ears turned red with his neck and the rest of his body, he stood there burning red, and while the door of the elevator is closing his heart was pounding louder and louder inside his chest
After hearing the door of the elevator closing, jongwoon stopped fighting his tears from falling and start running aimlessly, with his head down and clouded tears jongwoon didn't see the person in front of him until he was knocked down to the floor after bumping into someone
Jongwoon snapped out of his storming mind, when the Sharp pain coming from his buttocks and forehead are too much to be ignored, he whined loudly “OWW..."
“HYUNG!!! Are you okay?!? "
He looked up after remembering that he did bumping into someone earlier, “owe.... sungmin... sorry”
Sungmin gasped when he saw his favorite Hyung on the floor in pain and tears coming from his eyes, He panicked immediately, “HYUNG!! OH MY GOD! Did it hurt that much!!! Are you okay!! Is your back hurt!! OMG I'M TERRIBLY SORRY!!! "
Jongwoon smiled
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