Dear Mark,

I reread your last letter couple times.  Somehow knowing that those words came from you helped me a little. You told me that I should try to hold myself together.

You are right, love.

I need to calm myself. Behaving this way will make you more worried and you don’t like to see this side of me either. I will try to change. It’s only for you, Mark.

Even when the devil whispered in my ear, “You are not strong enough to withstand the storm.”
I can whispered back to him, “I am the storm.”

In a couple of days, my parents and I will go to Haewon’s house.
We are going to meet her parents and continue the talk about wedding preparations. I need to act like I care about it, right?

Look forward your next letter. It’s the only thing that assures me that you’re safe.

Love,
Jinyoung

P.S: Don’t let the mosquitos bite you. Only I can bite. Hahaha..