What Hurts The Most

HyoHyuk: No One Wants To Talk To A Pregnant Girl ((On Hiatus))
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As Jessica cried heavily in CL's arms, both Joy and Hyoyeon looked at each other, both with concern. Either way, they felt uneasy. Eunhyuk could already take a guess at why Jessica was so distraught. Finally, they just got into the elevator, but Jessica wouldn't stop crying and instead covered her face with both hands. In disbelief, CL just rubbed her back and straightened out her hair to get it out of her face. Eunhyuk simply wrapped his arm around Hyoyeon's waist. The ascension back up into her apartment was rather a somber one. Joy then tugged onto Jessica's arm, with a sad look on her face, but to no avail. As they got back into Hyoyeon's apartment, Eunhyuk decided to take her back into her bedroom to give her a massage. Joy, CL and Jessica stayed in the living room. As Jessica was able to get control of herself, Joy offered her a box of tissues so that she could clean off her messed up make-up; from mascara to eyeliner and even lipstick. As she cleaned off her face, CL just continued to console her, rubbing her back and even giving her hand a gentle squeeze. As she tried to keep herself from crying again, Jessica took a deep breath. "I'm sorry... I'm a mess..."

"Don't be, unnie. You haven't done anything wrong..." Joy responded.

"What's wrong...You just...burst into tears out of nowhere as soon as we got back from the clinic." CL commented, a worried look on her face.

"It was..." She took another deep breath, feeling like she was going to burst into tears again. " It was who I saw while we were on the highway..." Jessica then wiped her eyes with another tissue as she covered and her nose. "I saw my ex-girlfriend..."

CL looked over at Joy, who seemed confused. "Who?"

"My old band-mate...Yuri..." She cried and it wasn't long until she started sobbing again. "I just...we...we...We had a really, really nasty break-up...We had this huge fight...and we broke up over something stupid. And it was in public..." CL tried to understand Jessica, but found it difficult as the Ice Queen had trouble getting her words out due to sobbing so much. "I just...I...I...I still love her. And it hurts...Not talking to her... Not sleeping next to her...Every morning when I wake up, I'm alone and for the first five minutes of the day...Every. Single. Day. I remember that she's gone. Waking up to smelling her hair...Giving her morning kisses, smothering her with love, talking about how we'd grow old together, have children, get married...build a life together...Its just...Its not fair. ITS NOT FAIR!" She shouted as tears continued to roll down her cheeks. "I just wish that I could hold her, tell her how much I love her...I miss her so much...I miss her every day...I just don't want to imagine my life without her..."

CL and Joy were just shocked. With how Jessica just poured her heart out about Yuri, they were just...baffled. Neither woman knew how to respond. Hell, they didn't even know what to think. But if Jessica was having it that bad with a broken heart... CL didn't want to think how it went. Before either her or Joy could say anything, Jessica stood up and marched into the bathroom and slammed the door, causing Joy to flinch. "Wow...She is really busted up over Yuri...Well...This is new."

"Why's that?" CL asked, turning her attention to the younger woman.

"I never suspected either of them to be...well...gay." Joy frowned, feeling that she used the term in a demeaning matter.

CL gave her a look of reassurance and squeezed her shoulder. "Its okay if you didn't know, sweetie. As long as you don't...well...hate them for it."

Joy shook her head. "I don't hate th

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RockabillyHippie
#1
Chapter 10: Poor Jessica! I hate seeing her so heartbroken and Hyoyeon worried for her! This chapter was sad times to the max!
RockabillyHippie
#2
Chapter 9: Oh no! The poor baby! Ugh, Jessica was my bias wrecker when she was in Girl's Generation and I still absolutely love her to bits! So even though this is fiction, it still breaks my heart to see her sad and heartbroken!
RockabillyHippie
#3
Chapter 8: Jessica replying to that hater reminded me of that gif/video of the little dog scratching that plush laptop xD CL and Jessica are high-key friend goals and now you got me shipping them together!!! And it's a girl! I'm so excited for the sweet little princess! She is going to be so spoiled and loved! I'm so happy that you updated! Also, that Hyoyeon's support system has grown! But I was so sad with the end! Poor Jessica!!!
RockabillyHippie
#4
Chapter 7: I'm so happy for the reunion but it still makes me sad that Hyoyeon is still feeling so sad! My poor heart!!!
RockabillyHippie
#5
Chapter 6: I'm so nervous for this! Hopefully it all goes well and Hyoyeon can have someone familiar to lean on! Ahhhhhh! I'm so nervous, I'm shaking! Or I could just be cold...I am outside. EITHER WAY I'M NERVOUS!
RockabillyHippie
#6
Chapter 5: If someone were to call me out on Social Media instead of confronting me face to face, we're fighting. Like a skrt skrt, you don't want to be a big girl and dm me personally? Y'all wanna act like you're in highschool? Then we'll fight like we're in high school. IF YOU CAN'T SAY IT TO MY FACE THEN DON'T ACT ALL BIG AND BAD ON SOCIAL MEDIA! thanks for coming to my TED talk.

Anyways! I absolutely loved this chapter even if I went on a bit of a tangent there.
RockabillyHippie
#7
Chapter 4: I can see my friends and I getting like CL, Dara, and Eunhyuk. Oof, I can name some people off the top of my head that I would throw a meatball at. My friends and I couldn't go to a concert because our parents were worried about us getting into a fight because of some people that would also be at the concert. We still had a fun time, just no concert. Anyways, I LOVED THIS CHAPTER!
RockabillyHippie
#8
Chapter 3: I'm really liking this story and I can't wait for the next chapter!