3 years later... 

Sehun's POV

 
Traaaaaaaaaanggggg

"Who the hell is bothering me at this hour?" I got up annoyed..

The sound of the bell felt like a hammer trying to crush my head.. I got up and dressed to go downstairs... 

Ever since Luhan passed away the house became my sanctuary as well as my hell...

It was the only place that I can resent the things that I did to him without anyone telling me that it wasn't my fault and it was Lu's destiny.. 

But I knew that no matter what I say to justify what I did..

At the end what happened is already done....!

My heart was smashed into pieces.. Again... But this time it was me who did this to myself... 

Traaaaaaaangggg

The bell rang again.. 

Knock... Knock... 

"Hello? Sehun? Are you awake?... Your mom told me that you'd be home... "

The voice was familiar yet I couldn't remember who's it is....

It's how long it has been... 

I opened the door... 

"Sehun!" It was Seo noona..

She swallowed what was at the tip of her tongue.. 

"Oh! God! What happened?.. Your eyes are all red! " she was scared...

 
"Shhh....! You're too loud noona.. " I literally whispered..

"Don't tell me... You're..." An astonishing look was passed... 

"You were drunk...!? " She slapped my arm.. 

"How many times do I have to tell you? "

I knew what was to expect..

That I wasn't the one who wronged him... That I was a good loyal husband to him...

At least at the end....

But was I? 

"You have to think about your health... I mean thats Seo 101... " I forgot how annoying she was... 

"Anyway.. I'm here with good news... " she flashed a quick smile... 

"Good news? "

I managed to keep the dead look in my eyes...

Nothing is good news to me anymore... 

The only good news is that I can join Lu in the afterlife... But I'm a coward... I learned that a long time ago....

"I'm getting married.. " She was glowing.... 

"Oh! Really? " It took me back to my wedding.....

With the cute little guy.. 

"Are you crying Sehun-ah? " Her words pulled me back to the present... I wiped my tears... 

"I know it's upsetting for you... So if you don't wanna come, it's fine... " She came near me and kissed my forehead lightly... 

"I should go.. Yonghwa is waiting for me outside... "

she went to the door and turned to me for a one last piece of advice.. 

"Sehun.. I know you're having a hard time.. But help out Naeyeon with the company when you can.. She's really struggling... "

I heard the door close with a loud thud.. I wasn't drunk anymore.. 

The wedding invitation was right on the table... I took it.. 

Seohyun and Yonghwa....<