Why do i have to live on this world anymore? What is my purpose? What is my mission? Does anyone even care if i left at all? Yes, that's right. No one would even care if i left for a year, even forever. That what i thought about the world before i met her. I was on the verge of crisis when she appeared in my life. She changed my whole perception on life  itself. She made me want to live. She made me the woman i am... well i used to...

She was my whole reason to keep on living and she just threw it away like that. Well i thought so.

Minatozaki Sana, the reason

She's the one that kept me calm. When i had any problems, she would be the one to confort me. She was my guardian angel for a long time. Times where even seeing her made me happy. Now, i cant even look at her without getting a feeling crawling inside me. Is it anger? No...

FLASHBACK

We were on our 7th Date. She had reserved a fancy restaurant in Tokyo. I had my best dress on and everything up until now was going as planned..

There she is running towards me. She wore a black dress that looked y on her. She had a purse that i bought for her on her 20th Birthday

"Thank you soo much Dahyun-nie!"

Those words still echoes around my head. It made me happy to be alive and I almost regreted doing the things i did years ago. If I did, i wouldn't have seen this beautiful person infront of me right now. She stopped in the middle of the road to catch her breath as she have been running for i dont kno