Saying goodbye to her, who owns my heart from the start, that makes me realise that love and friendship is the most beautiful thing is the world.

She's the most beautiful girl I ever saw, she cheer me up, she makes me happy but she did the same thing to everyone. She is the source of everyone happiness.

But i hurt her so much.

So i decide to end things with her, with everyone around her including my friends.

I want to be on top, to be number one.

But i am regretting now. I miss them

4 years was hard for me. I cant endure all this pain anymore.