Genre: Drama, Slight Angst

 

 

Bull. Happiness is bull... why bother to find happiness its bull.

 

"Jimin you should not do that"

"You're eating again, you'll get fat Jimin-ah"

"Jimin did you visit your doctor?"

"Jimin-ah, I told you to sleep early"

"You'll fall if you keep on doing that Jiminie"

"Jimin-ah, take care of yourself"

"Jimin... Jimin, Park Jimin saranghae"

 

 

 

I woke up with tears in my eyes and my hands empty with your touch. When was the last time? I hate it! I hate it when I miss a bastard like you.

"Oppa, gwaenchanh-a?"

"I'm okay Ji yoon"

"Really you seem to be having a nightmare"

"It's nothing," Jimin caresses Ji yoon's face.

"Okay, if you say so. Oppa our wedding organizer called this morning. They wanted us to check the venue. Let's go," Ji yoon says acting cute.

"Okay, let's go together"

 

 

Everything about you... I should forget everything about you.

 

 

"Did you send it?"

"Hyung, I don't think you should do this. Jimin is trying his hardest to move on"

"I'm going"

 

 

 

"Even if we run each other to streets, don't you there say hello to me"

"Jimin-ah, let's talk this over"

"No! We are over"

 

 

 

"The venue looks great oppa"

"Hm"

"I also like their idea about the flowers"

"Hm"

"I think we should go home already"

"Ji yoon, I'm sorry I just can't get into it"

"It's okay, I understand... oppa I told you I won't ask too much from you. I understand that we are just being arranged to get married and I'm thankful that you're at least doing efforts to make our wedding beautiful"

"Ji yoon"

"It's okay! I need to go somewhere oppa. I'll just see you home"

 

 

August 18. No wonder I'm having nightmares it's our ing anniversary.

 

Jimin was driving alone when Suga's song started playing in his car.

 I still can’t forget
I’m sweetly spinning around
I didn’t know it was a dream, star
I’m wandering

 

"Bastard doesn't even know how to love... making songs like he really loved someone"

 

Jimin is beyond mad all he can feel about Suga is hatred and it can't be replaced with any other feelings.

 

Before going home, he drops by the cafe to get his favorite drink.

 

"Seems like this song is hunting me. Still playing"

Even inside the cafe, the same song was playing.

 

Jimin rests for a while. He chose the empty seat near the windows and little by little from the outside he saw a  familiar face he used to see every morning. He saw that familiar cold gaze he used to dive in.

 

"Been a long time," even though inaudibly he can hear that voice saying the worst hello Jimin will ever hear.

 

Headlines: Producer Suga back in South Korea after his long vacation. Announces new track.

 

Jimin angrily gets up and leave his seat. Praying inside his head that he won't bumped in with HIM.

 

Worst than that, Suga just stood there cheekily looking at him. With his black leather jacket and tight tattered pants.

"Idiot, it's summer still wearing those for cold clothes"

 

Jimin just rolls his eyes and leaves. He gathers himself but he can't help it. He is still crying for the same reason.

"You should have at least keep yourself warm. I hate you"

Jimin wipes away the tears that are already gathering in the corner of his eye.

 

 

I can’t erase it
Have a feel so sweet
Like your familiar scent
It’s bitter and painful
But I put you in my heart
And I’ll let you go as you flow out

 

 

Jimin rests his head on the couch and lets his thoughts flow through his head.

 

"Jimin you should not do that"

"You're eating again, you'll get fat Jimin-ah"

"Jimin did you visit your doctor?"

"Jimin-ah, I told you to sleep early"

"You'll fall if you keep on doing that Jiminie"

"Jimin-ah, take care of yourself"

"Jimin... Jimin, Park Jimin saranghae"

 

 

The same cold tears. Why? Why?

 

 

 

"Oppa, I check the mailbox and I saw this"

"What is it Ji Yoon?"

"Your name is written on it"

 

ｐａｒｋ ｊｉｍｉｎ

 

"Does it have a return address?"

"No... nothing"

"I'll just check it tomorrow. Ji Yoon I cook something for you let's eat"

"Why are you extra kind today? You're scary"

"Can't I be at least nice to my future wife?"

"Wowowow... you're really scary"

"Hahaha... let's eat"

 

 

When I close my eyes, I see the street we walked on
If only I can fall asleep in our time together

 

 

 

"Congrats on the upcoming wedding bro"

"Taemin, you should get married soon also"

"I won't I don't like"

"Hahaha, you can't force him Jimin, he likes girls too much"

"How about you, Kai?"

"I like my stable relationship with Kyungsoo, even though it's hard for our parents to accept our relationship. What matters is him and I... Us"

"That's too sweet, I wanna puke," Taemin teases.

"You don't know how to get serious that's why you're like that," Kai says.

"Are you sure about this?" Taemin gets serious suddenly.

"I am"

 

 

It's not like Jimin doesn't love Ji Yoon. Ji Yoon is his best friend ever since they were young. She knows about Suga. She knows that Jimin loves HIM with all his heart. She was the one who helps Jimin get through their tragedy. She is the one who stands by his side in the times no one can understand him. Ji Yoon is a good person and Jimin told himself he won't hurt the other.

 

 

"Did you check the package oppa?"

"Not yet"

"Check it if you have time. I'll just go meet mom about my gown"

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"No need, it's girl's thing! Okay did I not forget anything? hmm... okay I'll go now"

"Take care"

"Yep!"

 

 

Jimin was left alone and he decided to check the package.

It's neatly wrapped with his name on it.

ｐａｒｋ ｊｉｍｉｎ

 

"What could this be?"

 

A letter and a cd.

 

A loud thud was heard. Jimin collapses.

 

 

 

Hospital.

"What happened to him?" Jimin's mom was there talking to Ji Yoon.

"I don't know omma, I just saw him lying on the floor, good thing I forgot my car keys that's why i went back"

"The doctor is here"

"What happen to my son?"

"Your son it's okay. His vital signs are in good condition but it looks like he is the one not wanting to wake up"

"What do you mean?"

"We are looking into it. But t put it into words. Your son is okay but he is blocking the idea of waking up. We will still run some tests"

The doctor left and Ji Yoon was consoling Jimin's mom.

"What happened Ji Yoon"

"I saw him holding... the package"

"What are you talking about?"

"Omma, I need to go to our apartment. I just need to confirm something"

 

 

Ji Yoon went to their apartment seeing the package opened.

"So it's the reason why you don't wanna wake up... Jimin, I told you to stop hurting"

Ji Yoon felt like her knees are getting weak.

 

 

To My Jimin,

Happy Anniversary to my everything. 

 

 

"Jimin! Aish... you should not do that!"

"Min Yoongi

"Stop teasing Ji Yoon, you always te