Genre: Angst, Obsessive Love, Mature

 

Note: I will not elaborate the part sorry >.<

 

Call out my name

Call out my name when I miss you

So gently, I want you to stay 

I want you to stay even though you don't want me

Why can't you wait, baby?

Why can't you wait 'til I fall out of love?

Won't you call out my name?

 

 

"Hyungwon... Hyungwon?"

The model with a manhwa like features pulls out his earphones from his ear.

"Are you even listening? I've been talking for hours here"

Hyungwon clutches his navy blue jacket and whispered, "you should've told me you will talk"

"Hyungwon, this is a big event for you, I don't want you to mess up"

"Did I ever messed up?"

His manager sighs, "what a problematic kid"

 

Hyungwon has been a model for 8 years, he started off really young. Now he is one of Korea's top models that often sent to go abroad.

 

"It's been awhile right hyung?"

"Yes, so you better get your senses up, for your comeback"

 

Hyungwon went over the whole Asia for the past 3 years and he is coming back to South Korea to weigh up his career domestically.

 

"Hyungwon South Korea's pride is back"

 

With the blinding flashes of cameras, loud cheers and proud smiles Hyungwon all of a sudden collapses.

 

 

***

 

 

"Oppa, wake up"

The man started scratching his neck sleepily.

"Wonho! Wake up"

"Why are you still here? And stop calling me oppa, you're older than me"

"Just want to act cute"

"Why are you still here?"

"I got hungry but your fridge is empty as hell, then your phone started ringing crazily that's why I wake you up"

"Ah, right I need to meet WSJN for their new song"

"I didn't know you are this y every morning"

"Hyuna if you don't want to have round two you better get your beautiful out of my pad"

"Who says I don't want... your still and I can get again"

Wonho coyly smirks and Hyuna started running. 

"Arasu, I won't tease you again! I'll go, call me when your bye Wonhoe"

 

Wonho looks up at his ceiling and smiles blankly.

"I didn't know you'll be back exactly the date you told me"

 

 

***

 

 

Hyungwon's management officially releases a statement regarding him fainting.

It was all due to stress, the fan meeting will not be pushed to other date but Hyungwon will cancel all his schedule before it. He hopes that everyone will still look forward to the fan meeting.

 

 

"Hyungwon are you okay?"

"Did you really cancel all my schedule before the fan meeting?"

"Yes, it's better for you"

"So I have two weeks vacation?"

"Yes"

"Why are you still here?"

"Huh?"

"I mean if you want me to de-stress all of you should have gone home, I need to start my two weeks vacation so you all can go"

"Are you sure you are okay by yourself"

"Don't you want to have a vacation?"

"We do"

"Now go, before I call the management that I will work"

"Okay Okay... we will go now"

 

Hyungwon checks if his house is really empty and then he locks the door.

 

"Been awhile Korea... aren't you going to meet me now?"

 

 

***

 

 

"PD-nim, we are really thankful for this song you gave us"

"Good Luck"

 

Wonho has been busy the whole day, he had a meeting earlier this morning and he needs to arrange the songs given to him. He just released a song that Hyuna uses for her comeback and he has a lot of things laid for him the whole week.

 

"PD-nim, I think you're getting yourself exhausted. How about you go home early today?"

"Minhyuk I need to finish this"

"How about me?"

"I knew it, you want to go home early"

"Yeah, actually Dahyun is outside already"

"Your girlfriend?"

"Uh.. pd-nim my fiance"

"OH, I didn't know you are getting married"

"I already told you yesterday"

"Ah.. yah.. yah, I remember. You can go now"

"You did not forget that, I'm on a vacation starting tomorrow"

"HUH? Of course, I did not forget"

"I'll go now pd-nim"
 

 

"Looks like everyone around me is getting married"

Wonho sighs and focuses himself on work.

Hours passed and Wonho was in trance to finish everything.

"11:45 pm, shoot I work straightly for 7 hours"

 

Wonho decided to go home and take a rest.

He stops by the convenience store to buy some food and he heard some students giggling on how handsome Hyungwon is.

"Yah, are you going to his fan meeting?"

"How can I go there the ticket sells out so fast"

"He is really handsome, I hope he is doing well"

 

Wonho flinches as he heard the teenagers talking about Hyungwon fainting.

He didn't think twice and he started running so fast until he reaches a playground.

He pants heavily and stares at a random space.

"Wonho we talk about this right.. sheez what do I think I'm doing?" Wonho talks to himself as he realizes what he is doing. 

He can't meet Hyungwon. He just can't.

He slowly steps back and...

"Where do you think you're going?"

It's Hyungwon.

"I was just passing by," Wonho lies.

"Out of breath?" Hyungwon looks away, he knows Hyungwon too well.

"Okay, I understand! I just wanted to make sure you're doing fine"

"After the fainting?"

"With everything... with everything Hyungwon," Wonho started talking with his sweet voice which startles Hyungwon. 

Hyungwon silently gulps. "I'm doing fine"

"Then I'll go now"

"That's it?" Hyungwon says irritatedly

"W.. Welcome Back... Thank you for being fine," Wonho says looking straightly at Hyungwon's eyes.

"babo"

 

Hyungwon steps backward as Wonho steps forward. Shortening the distance between them.

"I already told you that I won't touch you unless you told me so, I'm going home," Wonho smiles at Hyungwon.

"I'm not fine with that," Hyungwon says. Wonho turns back in shock. "I have never been fine with that"

Wonho can't hold back himself anymore he grabs Hyungwon by the wrist and started pulling him closer to him.

Eyes to eyes. Noses that aren't even a centimeter far from each other. 

Wonho gently cups Hyungwon's face dancing to their own breaths.

"Such a tease," Wonho breathes into Hyungwon and he started getting closer and closer without a gap and the last thing that's happening is two handsome man kissing each other in the midnight at a park where people rarely goes.

They dance to the lust that they've been holding back and savor each other's passion.

Grinding bodies and hands exploring the long lost love.

 

"Hyungwon you know I breathe for you and live for you," Wonho says in the middle of their making out.

"Not here," Hyungwon pulls Wonho and arrive in his condo.

As soon as they entered they resume the making out enveloping each others body with their touch.

"Claim me more Wonho," with these words Wonho didn't hold back and turns the kisses into bites and . Placing different ecstasy of hickeys onto Hyungwon's body.

Hyungwon pulls Wonho to his bedroom and Wonho takes off his shirt making Hyungwon his mouth.

Wonho is bulk as hell, his body is carved by heavens. 

Hyungwon started touching Wonho affectionately.

"You'll like what's down there more"

Hyungwon strips himself making him totally .

 

All night of making love and having .

"Claim me more and more"

 

 

***

 

 

Hyungwon wakes up with a pain in his back and a  body hugging him.

He smiles and looks at the sleeping Wonho.

Wonho flinches and opens his right eye seeing Hyungwon smiling at him.

"I miss that smile," Wonho says sleepily.

"Only the smile?"

"You know that everything about you is the only thing I long for"

"No... I don't know that"

Wonho gets up and tops Hyungwon kissing him all over.

Hyungwon giggles and moans at the same time.

Wonho carries Hyungwon to the bathroom and had a morning in there.

 

 

 

Hyungwon is drying his hair while watching a shirtless Wonho cooking for him.

"Love what you seeing"

"You get bulkier from the last time I saw you"

"Got nothing to do after work so I always hit the gym"

"So it wasn't to please other girls while I'm away?"

"Hyungwon"

"No, I won't get mad"

"Let's not ruin the morning"

"I'm plainly asking, you are the one who's getting flustered by that"

"Hyungwon enough"

"Yah... I won't be enough right"

"Hyu--"

"That's why you have with Yuri, Hyuna, some random girls you meet at the bar, who else you ?"

"I won't deny anything and you know that will hurt you"

"At least you did not get any guy for you other than me. I'm fine with that," Hyungwon smirks playfully and went outside.

"Where are you going?"

"Getting my Americano in Starbucks"

 

Wonho sighs leaning on the stove area.

"In the first place, I shouldn't be a meter close to you"

Wonho finishes the food and put on his shirt.

 

Hyungwon comes back with two Americano in his hands he opens the door of his condo finding no one inside it.

The food that Wonho was cooking is neatly placed on the table covered.

 

 

Don't get sick again

       -Wonho

 

 

A paper placed beside it. Hyungwon crumpled the paper and throw the Americano in his kitchen.

"씨발"
"ssibal"

 

***

 

Wonho went to his mother graved to pay her a visit.

He always goes there if she runs out of ideas or he is simply cannot think straight.

 

"Been a while mom... yes I'm here to vent out again. Mom Hyungwon is back my... he is back and messing up with my silent life again. Mom help me, I don't want to be a monster again"

 

***

 

Hyungwon lied down the sofa after checking out everything inside the house.

"Nothing changes"

He plops up and down on the couch enjoying the softness.

When the doors open.

 

"Where have you been, I'm waiting for you"

"Hyungwon, what are you doing in my house"

"Are you asking how did I get in. Your password is easy. Your mom's birthday," Hyungwon says not looking at Wonho while sitting comfortably using his phone.

"Hyungwon, I'm not kidding you shouldn't be here"

"I'll be wherever I want to be"

"Hyungwon"

"Look I'm not here to have a fight with you. I have a 2 weeks vacation and I'm obviously de-stressing. That's why I'm here"

"What do you want now?"

"Let's go to the groceries