Jungkook's POV "Mingyu, I'm sorry but I need to head some place today," I spoke, my phone's speaker mode was on as I pull down my shirt while talking to my friend. He had been calling me nonstop since earlier. Thinking it must be important, I decided to pick up the call. "Well Bambam told me to keep on calling you until you answered," he chuckled and my brows furrowed. "Why?" I asked him before opening my closet and grabbing one of my jackets. "He said something about giving back what you thought was his, yeah, something about that," he stated and I stopped from my tracks. Huh? My eyes widening in instant and I n a flash, I grab the phone and relieved it from speaker mode. "What exactly did he say?" I asked, my heart beating rapidly. He isn't talking about Lisa is he? But why did he said something about what I thought was his? Aren't they engaged? Technically, I was the one who crashed into their relationship. "I can't really remember but he said if you want to have it back, meet him at that coffee shop near his best friend's." he stated and that was more than enough to confirm my assumptions. "Thanks Mingyu," I told him, turning around in a rush to grab my cap and mask. "No problem, though I'm confused as what the hell he was talking about," he chuckled. "Bye then!" Without a second thought, I headed out of our dorm and rushed to the coffee shop where Bambam was talking about. Thousand of thoughts running through my mind. Why didn't he call me directly? And then I remembered how I sometimes not answer his calls. Though I decided to still communicate with him from before, I can't help but sometimes feel bitter about everything. And Lisa... Would she still accept me? Lately, I have been having dreams of her and the girl I first fell in love me a few years ago. Everytime I did, I would beat myself by working out. Why do I always think about that sassy girl? I am sure and still am that even after what happened with my relationship with her, I still love her like crazy. My mind seemed messed up but I know I love Lisa. I still do even after I found out she was engaged with Bambam. And though I had been avoiding her the entire eleven months, my eyes still follows her whenever she's unaware. If someone takes a hold of my phone and check my search history, it was all filled of videos and articles about her. And everytime I see anything that links us together, it sparks a small hope within me that it would be possible. The first three months was the hardest. It was because I can see that she was making an effort to reach out to me. But I was so mad and scared that if I listen to her, I'd go crazy and accept her like nothing ever happened. Or maybe she'l finally drop me like I was nothing. To be honest, that's what I was afraid of, that she'll tell me ahe never really loved me... That she only tolerated me because she don't want to hurt my feelings. Call me crazy but I don't want to have a memory of her telling me she doesn't love me, that she loves someone el