Confession

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First of all, I want to say sorry for not updating this for so long. I was busy all this time and now I've got sometime. So I'm thinking of completing the story. Some of you who have read this might have forgotten the story line already. Even I did and I'm so sorry for that. I'll try to update more often. I hope you enjoy this. Thank you!

"By any chance, are you gay?"
"Why... Why do you ask?"
"I was wondering why you never talked about girls."
Woohyun didn't say anything to that. Sure he didn't talk about girls with Sunggyu. But he didn't talk about boys with him either. So Woohyun had no idea what triggered this question. 
And he didn't expect Sunggyu to be this talkative after what happened yesterday. He was little bit uncomfortable in talking with him though. 
"You are. Aren't you?" Sunggyu asked coming closer.
"Are you ?" Woohyun asked to escape from the question. He didn't even look at Sunggyu directly. But from the corner of his eyes he could see that now he's sitting on his bed. 
"I don't remember." Sunggyu's answer made him forget yesterday completely. 
"Ha! What a nice escape. It's not something that you remember. It's just how you feel."
"I know" Sunggyu said looking away. 
"So?"
"I think I'm. What about you?"
"Me too." Woohyun said confidently for the first time in his life. 
"Then that has to be true." Sunggyu said with wide eyes. 
"What?"
"What you said earlier."
"I didn't say anything earlier. If you don't remember, I just woke up." Gyu looked amused by his answer and that angered him. 
"I was looking at you and you were sleep talking."
"I don't sleep talk." 
"Of course you did. I clearly heard what you said."
"Which is...?"
"You said...you said..."
"Are you going to tell that today?"
"You said you...you love me." Woohyun's eyes went wide and his jaw dropped. 
"I did not."
"Yes. You did."
"No. I didn't."
"I heard it clearly and you said, 'Gyu don't leave me. I love you.' Exactly like that." Sunggyu said trying to imitate Woohyun. 
But Woohyun didn't say anything to him. It doesn't matter whether he said that or not, it's true. He loves him. And he had loved him for a while now. But it took him sometime to realize that. Actually, he understood that yesterday when they tried to touch hands. Sure he didn't want Gyu to know that this quickly. But it doesn't change the fact that it's true. 
He knew that they have no future. But he can't think of his life without Gyu anymore. Maybe this is that same true love that his grandparents had. But he has it with the wrong guy. It scared him. He sighed loudly.
"It's true." Gyu said looking shocked after realizing that from Woohyun's expressions and the smile on his face disappeared very quickly. Woohyun felt at lost by the change of Gyu's expressions. He didn't even know what he expected from Gyu. He is a ghost after all. 
"Well I guess both of us are idiots then." Woohyun raised his eyebrows questioningly at Sunggyu. 
"I think I loved you longer." Sunggyu said in a serious tone. 
Woohyun couldn't be more shocked. Of course he was glad that Sunggyu felt the same way about him. But where will this lead? When they find out what happened to Sunggyu, will he disappear? If so, how will he go on? He's been thinking about this for a while now - more than he should. Whenever he couldn't see Sunggyu, he couldn't help but worry that he had disappeared. It's true that people say that what you see in dreams are what you have been thinking through out the day. 
"I didn't know how you feel and I was never going to tell you what I feel. But knowing that you feel the same, I can't ask for more. I'm so happy. But at the same time, I can't be selfish. I don't want to hold you. Knowing that you loved me is enough for me. You should forget about me and move on."
"What?" 
"Can't you see I'm dead. You are alive and you need to find and love someone who's alive not a ghost. And who knows when I'm to disappear? Even if I'm not, all we can do is just what we did yesterday. I can't even touch you."
Woohyun didn't know whether he should argue with Sunggyu or not. Because all he said was true. But the more he thought about it, he realized that no matter what, he doesn't want Sunggyu to leave. Woohyun could feel hot tears rolling down from his cheeks. He knew he had deep feelings for Gyu. But he didn't know it was this much. He never wanted to be selfish and hold onto Sunggyu knowing he's suffering. He still doesn't. Yet he couldn't help but feel a prang in his chest whenever he think about Sunggyu gone. 
"Don't do this to me. You don't know how much I want to wipe away those tears. But I can't. So never ever cry in front of me." Woohyun quickly wiped off the tears. He didn't want Gyu to feel bad than he already has. Both of them had confessed. Under no

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Foreverins
#1
I miss this story..I hope you are okay and will come back soon..will be waiting for you❤
DottedLeopard
#2
Chapter 5: Miss this story TT
akitou
#3
Chapter 5: this brother gyu.....?????
Omona_
#4
Chapter 4: What if he's still alive and this is just his soul searching for help? I don't know, that could be a bit weird perhaps. Cause then that would mean they have him and that is not a good thing. Hopefully Woohyun will find the memory pen drive thing and get it to the police before it's too late. I think they've hidden Sunggyu's body, so once they get arrested, they'll find him. Poor Myungsoo though... I can't even imagine what he's going through
emholic
#5
Chapter 4: Omgashh this is so interesting~ I do hope gyugyu is not dead huhuhu....
himemiya
#6
Chapter 4: This is getting more interesting :(
yonggyu
#7
Chapter 4: poor my baby gyu. but why only woohyun can see him?did they perhaps met before?
himemiya
#8
Chapter 3: Omg this is getting interesting :)))
Is it possible that gyu is still alive and the one who's wandering with woohyun is just his soul that can't come back to its body?
yonggyu
#9
Chapter 3: so sunggyu is a doctor?is there something that holding gyu?
cutieale #10
Chapter 2: well u got my interest here. Thank you for the update.