Chapter 7

I am not 'Okay'
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"love like the world is ours"

 

 

 

 

 


chaerin turun dari katil dengan pantas

sikit lagi dia nak terjatuh sebab kaki dia tersangkut dekat selimut

"jong in!"

chaerin cuba memanggil nama jong in,

betul ke jong in dah pergi?

sebab kata2 omma semalam?

i want jong in to leave me, sebab dia dah banyak menyusahkan aku

menyakitkan hati aku,

but why aku tak boleh terima hakikat kalau dia betul2 tinggalkan aku

aku rasa hidup aku akan jadi kosong balik,

chaerin rasa nak menangis,

where did he go?

"jong in..."

tiba2 pintu bilik air terbuka,

jong in dengan pakai tuala je terkejut tengok chaerin nangis kat hujung katil

"lah, dah siang2 macam ni pun nightmare lagi ke? hahaha" kata jong in sambil gelak2

chaerin kesat air mata dia,

kenapa aku lega bila nampak muka jong in?

am i still loving you because that was what i used to do?

"apesal kau bangun awal sangat? selalunya tengahhari barulah kau nak berus gigi" kata chaerin

and when you're not around, i felt coldness around me jong in

cus you're my ray of sunshine

jong in keluarkan baju dari almari yang dia share dengan chaerin

"actually, i think i should find a job now" kata jong in

dan chaerin macam terkedu,

"kau, mesti sakit hati dengan kata2 omma-"

"no, omma kau betul." suara jong in kedengaran sayu

mom's words does hurt you right?

i'm sorry jong in

"plus kalau aku ada kerja, senanglah aku nak curi hati hera kan?"

ohh, sebab hera.

chaerin hanya mengangguk,

then baguslah, you changed into better person for her.

chaerin hanya pandang jong in yang tengah nyanyi2 sambil bersiap,

Hera will be happy with you,

please dont hurt her Jong in..

i trust you.

 


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"kau dah tahu kau tinggi, tundukkan lah sikit kepala kau tu" kata chaerin sambil pukul2 bahu jong in

kalau ikutkan hati, nak aje chaerin tarik tengkuk jong in ke bawah supaya sama level dengan kepala dia.

"kau yang pendek, so kau lah patut pakai kerusi!" kata jong in

chaerin jeling kat jong in

"kau nak aku ikatkan tie ke tak ni? banyak bunyi pulak" kata chaerin

"okay2" kata jong in sambil gelak2,

dia rasa comel pulak bila chaerin marah,

yeah, chaerin is cute no matter what she did,

she is the candy of my life.

chaerin pula sedaya upaya nak cover diri dia yang berdebar.

dia teringat masa diorang kat university dulu


-Flashback-


"chaerinnnnn!!!!!"

chaerin toleh bila namanya dipanggil dengan kuat oleh seseorang dari belakangg,

dia nampak jong in tengah berlari sambil pegang tali leher warna biru

tak lama lepastu jong in berdiri di hadapan chaerin sambil cuba membetulkan nafasnya,

"why you look so messy? you said you got presentation today?" tanya chaerin sambil lipatkan lengan kemeja jong in yang serabai tu

jong in tunjukkan tali leher biru tadi kat chaerin

"i told you i can't deal with this thing! susah gila nak ikat" kata jong in.

chaerin hanya gelak,

"sinilah..."

dia ambil tali leher tu dan sangkutkan kat leher jong in,

lepastu barulah dia ikatkan.

jong in pula tak habis2 pandang chaerin dan minta kiss

"why did you need my kiss?" tanya chaerin

"because your kisses are my lucky charms!" kata jong in.

chaerin kiss pipi jong in dengan pantas.

and they smiled.

"okay my sunshine, i'm late already. so, jumpa lunch nanti" kata jong in

"okay.."

"byee!"

jong in mula berlari untuk ke kelasnya ,

"byee!! and jong in! don't forget to comb your hair. macam rumput!" kata chaerin sambil gelak,

jong in angguk sambil memberikan flying kiss kepada chaerin


-end flashback-


it's nice if we still can be like that,

smile for each other, 

live in our beautiful own world like nobody else doesn't exist.

betul tak?

chaerin kaku bila dia tengok jong in kat depan mata dia

his attitude doesn't change,

he is still the one i was crazy for back then,

he does grew a little taller, his hair colour does changed, he looks ier and more mature 

he was the one i was craving for back then

and he is still the one who i am craving for now.

but i know i can't tell him.

i'm just his ex, his friend, nothing more than that.

now i realise how much i miss you jong in..

"chaerin~ ooo chaerin~" 

suara gedik jong in tu buat lamunan chaerin terhenti.

"apa?" tanya chaerin,

sekarang chaerin tengah betulkan kolar baju jong in

"nak kiss" kata jong in sambil buat mulut ikan.

"for what?"

"your kisses are my lucky charms" kata jong in

chaerin cuma buat bodoh.

tapi tulah, dalam hati dia cuma tuhan je yang tahu betapa berdebarnya dia

dont let me slap you jong in, 

dont try to recall those memories back

"dah siap" kata chaerin sebelum berundur sedikit dari badan jong in

tapi masa tu juga, badan chaerin ditarik perlahan ke dalam dakapan jong in

dan chaerin dapat rasakan ada kiss kat top of his head.

dada chaerin macam berombak masa tu, dia rasa macam susah nak bernafas

why.. why did you do that?

you know we can't be more than this, but why did you keep torturing me jong in?

"yulks, rambut kau ni dah berapa tahun tak basuh?" tanya jong in sambil pukul2 mulut dia

macam busuk sangat je rambut chaerin

dan masa tu angan2 chaerin musnah,

still with the same attitude, suka spoil mood orang.

chaerin tolak badan jong in ketepi,

"dah lah, pergi cari kerja sana." k

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lilylunalove
#1
Chapter 3: Sometimes, I'm thinking that living life as myself is so difficult that I want to be someone else. Someone who is prettier, smarter, richer and perfect. But then, I realize that realiti memang tak seindah mimpi. Kau jadilah perfect macam mana pun, kalau dah bergelar manusia kau tetap akan ada masalah dalam hidup.
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#2
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#8
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