"you're her miracle and she is your miracle"

2 years later,

Jong in baring di atas katilnya sambil memandang ke arah gelang yang masih terikat kemas di tangannya

it's been two years,

two years since Chaerin and i were exchanging our vows

promised to be on each other sides.

i'm taking her as my wife

and she took me as her husband

jong in faked his laugh,

wife? husband?

but the hell was that?

Jong in tutup matanya sambil cuba tenangkan hati dia yang bergelora setiap kali dia cuba ingat tentang Chaerin

but where did you go?

why did you leave?

i need your answer chae,

i need to see you,

i need you,

what if you're not okay?

what if you're crying somewhere?

what happened to you,

i just want to know what happened to us,

"Jong in-ahh, kamu tak pergi office ke hari ni?" tanya puan Kim sebaik sahaja dia masuk ke dalam bilik Jong in

puan Kim terus duduk di atas katil Jong in

Jong in tersenyum sambil berbaring di atas riba puan Kim,

dia biarkan omma dia belai rambut dia,

"no, i'm not going anywhere." kata Jong in sambil menutup matanya,

"working from home again?" tanya puan Kim

Jong in hanya anggukkan kepala dia

dia cuba membiarkan dirinya untuk terlelap semula

tapi tak boleh,

his mind is full of chaerin,

and his mind is never tired thinking of that girl,

"Jong in, omma risau tengok kamu macam ni" kata puan Kim,

dia mengeluh sekejap sebelum menatap lembut wajah Jong in

sejak majlis Baekhyun dan Hera berlangsung,

seminggu Jong in hilang semata-mata untuk cari Chaerin

tapi malangnya Chaerin hilang tanpa ucap selamat tinggal pun kat diorang

not only jong in, but Baekhyun dan Hera sendiri risau

adakah Chaerin kecewa disebabkan diorang?

lepastu, Jong in jadi orang yang terlampau focus pada kerja, workaholic

hidup dia hanya pergi office, outstation, meeting atau annual dinner

kalau hari cuti, dia habiskan masa dia kat rumah,

"why did you do this Jong in? why?" tanya puan Kim

"i can't forget her mom. she is-"

Jong in genggam erat tangan omma dia,

"she is cruel, she left me. but she keeps playing on my head. why did she gives me so much pain omma?" tanya Jong in

of course puan Kim kenal Chaerin,

sebab puan Kim tahu Chaerin lah yang berjaya ubah Jong in supaya dia kembali ke pangkuan keluarga,

dia lah yang ubah Jong in untuk jadi orang yang lebih baik,

dia juga yang dah isi kekosongan hati Jong in sepanjang Jong in dalam kesusahan

"i wish you end up with her Jong in" kata puan Kim

Jong in hanya senyum dan bangun,

dia duduk di atas katil itu di hadapan ommanya

"it's impossible omma, she hates me" kata Jong in

puan Kim sekali lagi membelai rambut Jong in,

kali ini dia terasa sesuatu yang panjang di belakang kepala Jong in

the scars,

the reason why Jong in left

Chaerin needs to know,

"you need to find her and explain everything if you want to be understood" kata puan Kim

Jong in mengeluh,

setiap hari, setiap hari dia berjanji dengan omma dia untuk cari Chaerin,

indeed, she is my wife.

officially or not,

but i want her to be mine,

"she is hiding herself from me. its hard" kata Jong in

kali ni puan Kim menguncup lembut kepala Jong in,

this is what she will do everytime Jong in's eyes get teary

my stone hearted son can cry too,

and i know he's sincere

"Jong in, there is reason why you're still alive. this is the chances untuk Jong in balas apa kesalahan yang kamu dah buat. you left her back then" kata puan Kim

Jong in hanya mendiamkan diri,

yes, i left her back then,

but i have my reason why,

i was afraid, that i'll forget you 

or worst, i'll left you forever.

i can't imagine you'll be sad if you know that i'm dying.

i..

it's okay, it's okay Chaerin.

we live the life we want right?

no matter where you are,

whoever staying by your side now

i just hope you find your happiness 

"maybe we're just not meant to be together. you dont have to be worry about me" kata Jong in

puan Kim hanya angguk,

"Chaerin never found her miracle when she was with me. i was just a burden to her. i caused a lot of pain" kata Jong in

puan Kim tatap muka Jong in,

no, from what i see

you are her miracle.

and she is your miracle

"whatever Jong in, i just want you to be happy. Now,  don't be lazy and help me with the groceries now!" kata puan Kim sambil pukul punggung Jong in

"omma, kita tengah serious ni kan?" 

"yeah, serious issue when you're not going out. its nice outside. kalau boleh jong in bawaklah kucing omma jalan-jalan sekali" kata puan kim

Jong in jeling puan Kim dengan jelingan tajam,

"you know i hate your cat?"

"haha, i Don't care. just go out if you dont want to go to the office." kata puan Kim

"okay mom" kata Jong in sebelum dia bangun dan capai tuala kat tepi pintu

"and Jong in, kamu tak lupa birthday Aeri kan? she keep asking for you." kata puan Kim

Jong in tepuk dahi dia,

oh ya, anak Baekhyun dan hera

walaupun baru umur setahun, mulut dia bising macam mulut baekhyun dengan bahasa alien dia 

how could i forget her birthday?

"i'll visit her. but what should i buy for her?"

teddy bears? no no, Baekhyun tak suka teddy bear sebab dia rasa tumpuan Aeri akan sepenuhnya kat teddy

cake? she can't even eat something sweet

baju? haihh, Hera tu kaya boleh belikan dia baju

puan Kim tersenyum bila nampak Jong in serious fikir pasal hadiah untuk Aeri

"i hope you'll get a child soon" kata puan kim

cant wait to see you become a father-pabo

"i- i'll go to some blind dates. you don't have to be worry. i am serious" kata jong in

puan Kim hanya terkedu,

seriously? blind dates?

.....................

"i love you so much Chaerin!!! i loveee you so muchhh!!!!" jerit Chen sambil cium pipi Chaerin beberapa kali

Chaerin tolak badan Chen beberapa kali,

"can you please stop kissing me Kim Chen or else i take back everything i said" kata Chaerin

"okay okay. i'll stop" kata Chen sambil senyum tersipu malu

lepastu dia pandang Chaerin

"but are you sure you want to go out? you've been staying at home for long time" kata Chen sebelum duduk kat sebelah Chaerin yang sedang menonton television 

 "yes? pelik ke kalau aku nak keluar? bukan tu yang kau nak?" tanya Chaerin

"of course pelik, dah berapa lama kau stay kat rumah aku? jiran aku semua ingat kau ni wife aku yang sombong tahu tak" kata Chen

rupanya selama ni Chaerin sembunyikan diri dia kat rumah Chen

Chen pun selalu takde kat rumah sebab dia busy dengan kerja dia, takkan nak biar rumah selalu kosong kan?

rumah chen actually takde lah jauh sangat dari kampung dia, lagipun chen ni kerja and ada duit so tak salahkan minta tolong dia?

tapi tulah, sejak chaerin duduk sini dia tak pernah keluar pun dari rumah

apa yang dia buat ialah baca buku, makan, tengok tv, kemas rumah anything yang dia boleh buat dalam rumah je

kalau stock makanan habis dan chen takde sebab pergi outstation, chaerin sanggup tak makan dan tunggu chen balik,

so peliklah kan kalau tiba-tiba Chaerin cakap dia nak keluar rumah untuk ambil angin?

"anyway, kita nak pergi mana? kau nak tengok wayang? or kau nak makan kat tempat yang kita selalu pergi dulu?" tanya Chen sambil pandang kat Chaerin

"kau tak dengar ke aku cakap apa tadi?" tanya Chaerin

"apa kau cakap?"

"aku cakap aku nak keluar"

"haa yang tu aku dengar, that's why i'm asking you where we can go?"

"aku cakap aku nak keluar. but i never mention anything with you. aku nak keluar sorang" kata Chaerin

"eh?"

Chaerin bangun dari sofa sambil tendang kaki Chen

"wait, kau nak keluar sorang?" tanya Chen

"yes, and aku nak duit. bagi duit" kata Chaerin sambil tadah tangan dia,

"kau ingat aku ni-"

"pleaseeee chenniee~"

chen mengeluh, walaupun muka sepupu dia ni macam budak penganggur yang berjaya, tapi dia tetap comel.

"jangan buat muka macam tu-"

"chenniee~ chen~ pleasee~ aku bukan tak nak ajak kau. tapi aku nak bagi kau peluang date dengan gf k