Chapter 13
I am not 'Okay'"I don't know who to trust. The world is full of monsters with friendly face"
Chaerinn terbangun dari tidurnya disebabkan sinaran cahaya mata hari yang terpancar tepat ke arah mukanya
Chaerin hanya mengeluh,
selalunya dia akan bangun awal dan rasa gembira setiap pagi sebab nak jumpa Baekhyun kat office
but since kejadian beberapa hari lepas, Chaerin bagi surat untuk rehat sementara waktu
lagipun dia sendiri rasa tak sihat
but the main reason is, she is afraid of Baekhyun
Chaerin takut yang dia akan rasa awkward bila nampak Baekhyun
Chaerin masih baring di katilnya,
dadanya disentuh perlahan,
but i miss him so much,
i wonder what is he doing now?
sejujurnya memang Chaerin rindukan Baekhyun,
tak salahkan rindu boyfriend sendiri?
dah dua hari dia tak masuk office so dah dua hari juga lah dia tak nampak Baekhyun
dan disebabkan diorang masih awkward so diorang langsung tak call
should i go to the office today?
Chaerin cepat cepat turun dari katilnya dan bersiap
sampai je di bangunan ofis Byun
Chaerin berjalan perlahan-lahan di dalam office tu
beberapa hari dia tak datang kerja, suasana office tu jadi janggal buat Chaerin
dia nampak beberapa co-workers dia tengah berkumpul kat satu meja dan berbual,
Chaerin dah faham sangat, diorang memang suka bergosip
Chaerin tanpa melengahkan terus berjalan pantas ke bilik Baekhyun
dia terlampau rindukan Baekhyun
tapi bila dia masuk, bilik tu kosong
tak nampak macam Baekhyun dah masuk office
cuma yang Chaerin nampak hanyalah beberapa kotak berwarna putih di atas sofa dan sebuah kotak kecil berisi cincin di atas meja
"who said you can get in to my room when i'm not around?"
Chaerin terus menoleh bila dia dengar suara Baekhyun
"baek-"
and surely, Baekhyun is shocked
"Chaerin, what are you doing here? bukan kau demam?" tanya Baekhyun
Chaerin hanya gelengkan kepala, dan dia terus memeluk erat badan Baekhyun
Baekhyun dapat rasa badan chaerin yang dingin,
so its true she's not feeling well,
"i miss you so much Baek. i'm sorry for everything i've done. i should listen to-"
Chaerin kaku bila bibirnya bertemu dengan bibir Baekhyun
the kiss is showing how much Baekhyun had missed Chaerin too
tak lama lepastu, Baekhyun lepaskan bibir Chaerin dan mereka mula bernafas dengan laju
"i miss you too Chae, i miss you too. i should be the one to say sorry" kata Baekhyun
Chaerin hanya senyum,
It's not what she expected
she was imagining baekhyun will still be mad and halau dia dari office
but at least things are getting better right?
"both of us made mistakes Baek. i need you." kata Chaerin
Baekhyun hanya senyum dan angguk,
I need you too Chae,
"i was disappointed with myself when i said those harsh things to you, i'm sorry" kata Baekhyun
"its okay" kata Chaerin
"then why not today we spend our time together?"
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"you really have to do this? where is your wedding planner Hera?" tanya Jong in sambil berjalan ke arah Hera
"eh? what are you doing here?" tanya Hera sebelum meletakkan bunga-bunga hiasan tadi di atas meja
"i got meeting nearby so i decided to visit you" kata Jong in sambil tersenyum,
Jong in pandang sekeliling hall yang dihiasi dengan bunga-bunga berwarna cerah
kerusi-kerusi juga mula disusun oleh beberapa orang pekerja di hotel tersebut
beberapa orang wedding planner pula sedang berbincang tentang hiasan di dalam dewan tersebut
"beautiful flowers just like you, garden-themed wedding." kata Jong in
Jong in ingat lagi yang dia pernah tanya pasal wedding idaman Hera
just like this,
beautiful
"you know i want my wedding to be perfect? thats why i'm here" kata Hera
Jong in hanya angguk,
"yeah, everything needs to be perfect" kata Jong in
"i hope i won't regret anything." kata Hera sambil tersenyum pahit,
its hard to let you go, you know Jong in?
"you can't regret anything Hera. there's always reasons for everything. there's reason why you're planned to be with Baek" kata Jong in sambil tepuk bahu Hera perlahan
Hera hanya angguk,
"talking about Baek where is he?" tanya Jong in
Hera mengeluh, dia hanya angkat bahu
"its been days since i last call him. Jong in, wedding kitaorang dah nak dekat. but why Baekhyun is acting like this?" tanya Hera
apa yang Hera takut adalah Baekhyun tak datang masa wedding tu nanti.
i know its hard letting go someone you love,
leaving is harder than staying,
i know
"he is busy maybe? don't worry. i'll help you with this preparation" kata Jong in
Hera naikkan kening
"really?" tanya Hera
"yes, just tell me what to do. i'm here for you" kata Jong in
yeah, atleast i can count on you jong in.
my lovely bestfriend
"then, get me some ice cream. the one that we used to eat during high school. boleh?" tanya Hera
"hei, at least bagilah kerja panjat panjat ke tampal bunga ke. ni kau nak suruh aku beli ice cream pulak?" tanya jong in
Hera hanya gelak bila tengok muka jong in yang tak puas hati tu
Hera ambil semula bunga tadi dan sambung buat kerja dia
"wait Hera! you really want me to buy ice cream for you?" tanya Jong in
still tak percaya yang Hera suruh dia beli ice cream,
dia expect Hera nak suruh dia panjat tangga atau tolong angkat barang-barang yang berat
"what? you can't find the ice cream? you said you want to help me" kata Hera
Jong in mengeluh,
"yelah makcik. wait for me huh." kata jong in
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"i want us to be like this Baek, just like this forever" kata Chaerin sambil baring di atas rumput yang kini mula dingin kerana dibasahi embun
Baekhyun pula hanya angguk,
tangannya mengenggam erat tangan Chaerin,
but everything is confusing,
you're my happiness chaerin,
but hera is my parents happiness
i dont know,
baekhyun toleh dan melihat ke arah chaerin yang sedang focus bercerita pasal bintang-bintang yang berada di langit
The dazzling you,
The angelic you
The beautiful you,
I wanna hold you, forever
Chae, if i go far away from you or you go far away from me,
please look at the star and be strong.
i afraid that you'll be crying somewhere
i need you to be strong,
so that i can be strong enough to let you go,
"Baek, are you cryi
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