"i miss you pabo!!"

jong in mengenggam erat tangan chaerin.

chaerin nampak lemah dan tak bermaya.

"the blood test said nothing's wrong with her. she just tired and stressed so she need a lot of rest." kata dr lee yang bertugas ketika itu

jong in hanya menganggukkan kepalanya

nasib baik katil mereka hanya bersebelahan, so bolehlah dia tengok je muka chaerin

"and you too jong in. pergi rehat. jangan lupa ubat-"

"yes i know doctor, thank u." kata jong in

doctor lee terus keluar dari bilik itu.

jong in membelai wajah chaerin,

rambut chaerin yang kusut tadi dibetulkan

you look beautiful even when you sleep,

i dont know what makes you so stressed. but i hate seeing you like this.

"am i a fool chaerin?" tanya jong in

i left you back then but now, i cant get off my eyes from you

i'm asking you,

am i a fool?

jong in rasa serba salah atas apa yang dia buat kat chaerin

chaerin used to be cute back then.

cheerful and active girl.

but now, 

chaerin is still chaerin,

but less talk, less smile,

tangan chaerin digenggam lagi,

"you want to know why i left you back then?"

i can't tell you chaerin.

it's a secret.

i cant tell you.

"but for now, i regret leaving the person who truly love me. i regret leaving the person who truly missing me. i'm sorry for leaving you."

i regret holding other girl's hands instead of you

i regret staying up all night not with you

i regret what i've done

can i truly show you what's in my heart now?

pipi chaerin dikucup lembut,

"get well soon dear." bisik jong in

jong in bangun dari kerusi tu dan keluar dari bilik ward tersebut.

.........................

jong in masuk berjalan ke arah ward tersebut dengan tangan yang penuh dengan makanan.

dia tahu bila chaerin bangun nanti, dia mesti lapar

dan makanan dalam hospital ni memang tak sedap

faham jelah makanan hospital kan?

tawar macam garam tu tak pernah wujud

so jong in decide untuk beli semua makanan favourite chaerin.

dari kimbap, sampailah ke seafood stew

dan bila dia nak melangkah masuk,

dia dengar chaerin tengah gelak

and jong in sure lelaki yang duduk kat tepi katil chaerin tu adalah baekhyun

"i told you that i'm okay. just stress sikit je" kata chaerin.

jong in nampak dengan mata dia sendiri yang senyuman chaerin tu ikhlas

she looks like she is really in love with him.

the way she smiles,

sama macam mana dia pernah senyum untuk aku dulu

i know her,

baekhyun belai rambut chaerin,

mata mereka bertatapan.

"kau mesti stress pasal chanyeol kan? dont you say that you already got answer?" tanya baekhyun

chaerin memandang ke luar tingkap,

you want to know the reason why i messed up?

it's because of you

i dont want to make any mistakes

i still hoping that i'll have a chance with you.

"i.. no.. there's something else happened. and i'm tired" kata chaerin

baekhyun hanya anggukkan kepalanya,

kemudian dia memeluk chaerin dengan erat.

see? i told you

you are the reason why,

you played with my feelings

you make me confused.

"you know what? you look like a baby who need a lot of care. like a fragile glass." kata baekhyun

chaerin hanya senyum,

is that mean that you care bout me?

jong in akhirnya masuk ke dalam bilik tersebut

membuatkan baekhyun dan chaerin terkejut.

"dont mind me, i'm just patient next door?" kata jong in sebelum dia susun makanan kat atas meja dia.

baekhyun turun dari katil chaerin ,

"i need to go back to the office. bye" kata baekhyun

chaerin hanya mengangguk

"oh yes, dont tell chanyeol about this okay?"  kata chaerin

kalau chanyeol tahu, mesti dia volunteer nak jaga chaerin bagai.

and you know, it

"okay, aku pergi dulu." kata baekhyun

baekhyun berjalan keluar dari bilik ward itu, dan dia sempat pandang kat jong in.

chaerin pandang jong in, sambil telan air liur

tahu sangat, lapar lah tu kan?

"oh ya chaerin, aku beli ni guna duit kau tau. tadi aku jumpa dompet kau dalam laci tu" kata jong in

"what?! kim jong in! how dare you to touch my things!" kata chaerin

"alaa, aku belikan ni untuk kau. tapi kau macam kenyang je tengok baekhyun tadi. so aku makanlah sorang" kata jong in 

chaerin tanpa membuang masa terus turun dari katilnya dan duduk di katil jong in

"nak jugak!" kata chaerin

jong in patahkan chopsticks untuk chaerin dan dia bagi kat chaerin

lepastu dia buka instant rice yang dia beli untuk chaerin

the way she eats so well,

i love it,

the way she enjoys her food,

i love it,

the way she is happy,

"i love it.."

chaerin pandang jong in

"you love what?" tanya chaerin

"apa kau merepek?" tanya jong in

ops, terlepas cakap ke tadi?

"i clearly heard that you said something."

"its nothing.."

tak lama kemudian,

doctor lee kembali semula ke ward mereka,

"memandangkan kamu berdua dah takde apa2, lepas ni kamu berdua boleh tukar pakaian dan keluar dari hospital" kata doctor

chaerin hanya mengangguk laju,

"thank you doctor." kata chaerin

"but doctor, can i stay here? i dont have anywhere to go" kata jong in

chaerin pandang jong in,

what are you talking about?

"but you can't stay here. this is not hotel."

jong in buat muka sedih sambil pandang chaerin

...................

chaerin dan jong in berjalan beriringan

side by side like they used to do.
 
what different is they're not holding hands anymore

"where are you going to stay after this?" tanya chaerin

jong in hanya angkat bahunya

dia sendiri tak tahu nak kemana

"i dont know, maybe rompak orang then stay in jail?" kata jong in

chaerin tepuk bahu jong in

"gila ke apa kau ni? nak sangat duduk kat jail?" tanya chaerin

"apa salahnya? duduk sana free, makan