Really Really

Fated Meetings
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The members have each got a room of their own now that Taehyun is gone. Taehyun's absence does not only left a vacant room but also a gaping hole on each member's hearts. Everyone has been coping on his absence through focusing on their own growth and finding strength in each other.

Seungyoon and Jinwoo no longer share a room so Seungyoon goes back to his own room after making sure that Jinwoo is sound asleep. He lays down in his bed but there are a lot of things running through his mind that keeps him from sleeping.

Earlier that night, Seungyoon got a harsh comment from CEO Yang about his compositions. The CEO told him that his songs sound outdated and he should let go of his guitar when he is composing. This is the reason he can't compose in the studio that night. Seungyoon has lived his whole life while playing his guitar and his journey to being an artist starts from it. It is practically a part of his body, his identity. But YG asks him to let it go and Seungyoon is hesitating to do as told. He is not confident that he will do well without his guitar. It will be a road he had never imagined to walk on. That is until he saw Jinwoo that night.

Seeing Jinwoo in his most vulnerable state, gives a pang in Seungyoon's heart. Seungyoon knew ever since the day he first met Jinwoo that he has very little confidence in himself. It doesn't help that all members have very strong personality and it seems to overshadow Jinwoo most of the time. Without Jinwoo realizing, he has become like a moon, not having his own light and only depending on the shine of the stars surrounding him. But when one of those stars is gone, Jinwoo seems to doubt if he can keep the brightness of the team like the time when they were five. This must have been a great stress to Jinwoo that's why he resorts to drinking. But Seungyoon believed Jinwoo is a star since Day1. He is a star that has always sparkled so bright in his eyes and he wanted Jinwoo to realize it. He wanted Jinwoo to believe in himself more but his praises to his beloved hyung has become empty flattery in Jinwoo's ear.

Seungyoon thought, If hyung won't hear what I say, then I'll sing it to him. I'll sing how much I love him. How I really really love him.

He reminisces Jinwoo saying "I love you." to him and  how it made his heart flutter. What will happen when the public hears those words through Jinwoo's voice too? Seungyoon is confident that they will love Jinwoo just like how he fell for him. Maybe if a lot of people starts loving Jinwoo, then maybe, just maybe, he'll love himself more.

That night, the lyrics and the melody just flow through Seungyoon like rushing water. He composed without his beloved guitar but he doesn't feel empty. His thoughts are already  filled with his love for Jinwoo. He intricately weaves the lyrics to reflect Jinwoo's purity. He also carefully designs the chord progression so it will be easy to hear and will suit Jinwoo's tender voice. After finishing the song, he goes back to bed and slept with an unfading smile in his face.

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The moment Seungyoon opens his eyes, he goes to look for his love around the house. He spotted Jinwoo coming out from the bathroom still in pajamas with disheveled hair and still half asleep.

"Hyung!" Seungyoon calls Jinwoo and drags him to his room.

"What is it, Mochi? So early in the morning..." Jinwoo says while yawning and getting dragged by Seungyoon.

When they entered the room, Seungyoon goes straight to his compiter and said, "Listen to this." Then, he clicks the play button of his computer and his newly composed song can be heard from the speakers. Jinwoo listens in silence until the end. After hearing the last note of the song, Jinwoo looks at Seugyoon with his large deer eyes glistening and lips curling up, "This is good! I like it! Well done, mochi!"

Seungyoon smiles proudly from Jinwoo's praise. Then he picks up a piece of paper with the lyrics written on it. He showed it to Jinwoo and directs him what to do, "Can you sin

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Hi everyone!A small gift before Winner's cb. Support Winner's Cross ^^ It's been a while TT...finally, I finished this story. I'm glad to keep it pure until the end. :) It was sad to let it go TT. Thank you to everyone who read it until the end. <3 and comment what you think~

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rashie
#1
Chapter 7: Huhuhu~~ this is so good that I almost believed every chapter is real TT my jinyoon feels is full~~ thank you so much for this authornim! (Am still hoping for other ships from u *ehem songkim* hahaha~~) I love your writing style too! raw and very descriptive~~ hwaiting!
rashie
#2
Chapter 6: I am crying at 2:20am pretty convinced that this is what rly happened to them huhuhu~~ this is how convincing ur writing is authornim!!
rashie
#3
Chapter 5: I mean how did you write this chapter without crying??~~~ ㅠㅠ
rashie
#4
Chapter 2: OMG THAT DEATH NOTE SCENE I AM AHHAAHAHAHHSHDJSJHXXHXBHSHS~~ tbh jinyoon is my least ship but ur story is slowly changing my perspective~~~
rashie
#5
Chapter 1: I started reading this now and oh how I think these scenes may have rly happened during their trainee days and I am so emo now looking back huhuhu~~~ I'm not ready for the sudden flashback~~ (I'm too immersed now I might comment every chapter hahahaha)~~~~~
Lil_sabs #6
Chapter 6: I never knew jinyoon ff can be this sweet. Also the story was soo amazing omg ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ I need to hear Really Really after reading this. Thank you so much for this authornim ♡♡♡♡♡
flarisha
#7
Chapter 2: I really love this story omg, please dont delete this. And i wish you feel better now. Pray all the best for you.
Teal96ko #8
Chapter 6: This is so good, I'm crying??? *playing Really Really in my phone with max volume*

And the recording room scene is so relatable, i can't stop smiling XDD

The description of Jinwoo looking like lost sheep but stubbornly preserve is so accurate, i felt like i UwU ed too much *laugh* also Seungyoon always voluntary giving help is also a great description. I wish this was ao3 and i can give you kudo! AFF is so new for me T-T
Bookster #9
Chapter 6: Worth the wait, thanks for the update - re-read from the beginning to the new chapter, glad I did. Love Jinyoon’s love for each other. Eagerly waiting for the next, can’t believe it’ll be the last the chapter!
Asince97 #10
Chapter 5: Awwww this is really good, please keep going ?