"what's she doing?" meiqi turned her head slightly as she heard the whispers and murmurs of the people around her, all of it was unnerving, but she didn't care, she really didn't have the energy to care anymore, everything was pointless, even though people were watching her and talking about her with either worry or disgust or fear, she kept balancing herself on walking straight on the platform of the bridge, if she does lose balance, there's a high chance she falls, but she didn't care anymore, no one would notice anyway

wrong, tons of people would notice, but none would care, is what meiqi thought when she stopped to stare at the water below her, it looked so peaceful and lovely and....welcoming, but she procceded with her balancing until she came to a sudden stop

she noticed that there weren't people whispering anymore around her, it was a complete deafening silence that surrounded her, she turned around to see that there was no one and that she was alone with the long bridge she has been walking on

she sat down and let her legs dangle down the bridge and stared at the water that looked really inviting and refreshing and almost....deadly, it made her want to let herself be one with the water

if she does that, thousands of people would suddenly care or as usual, wouldn't give a if she does what she wants, everyone always gave her a hard time and they didn't care if she was already hurting, they only cared about theirselves, its sad to