xiao slightly turned her head when she heard the familiar giggles of the woman thats always been in her mind, she turned back to her beer bottle and emptied it in one swing

"you can't just torture yourself over and over like this, xiao" meiqi said in mandarin, xuanyi looked up from her own beer bottle to see what's happening with juyeon and the boy she's with, the boy she's dating, the boy that she told xiao all about

"well, don't they look happy" xuanyi commented, her eyes never leaving the now dancing couple in the dance floor, xiao traced the top of the beer bottle with her hand before throwing it against the wall behind her, possibly hitting someone, but she didn't care

"xiao, what the ?" meiqi commented, xiao called the bartender to order again

"i don't give a damn, meiqi, at least that person's probably being taken to the hospital with the person she loves" xiao said, bitterness evident in her voice, xuanyi and meiqi exchanged a brief look before the eldest sighed

"what's your strongest shot? i'll take it, give me five of them" xiao said to the bartender who looked unsure but still gave them to the chinese woman

"cheers to you, son juyeon and lee minhyuk" xiao turned to watch the two as she drank all five shots at once, when she was done, she smiled when juyeon made eye contact with her, she must've been losing control of herself because the red headed woman was running towards her, and the last thing she heard was