I smirked all day. Knowing clearly that Shim Changmin is suffering right now. It's only official free of schedule day for all SM artists. I left to home directly after my trap at SM Town. Now i amnt afraid of chullie noonaz death glare. I was so happy and I was alone at home . I enjoyed the peace. Tomorrow onwards i should act like ballad prince. Ballad always have sad endings. So i should wear a broken heart face and sad smile facing others. 

After a long beautiful day comes a tiring day. I should have won oscars but now i have chullie noona atleast i dont have to act infront of him. I walked in to SM entertainment hallway. Henry texted me to meet him at practise room. Everyone was there both suju and tvxq!!! Wait what!!!!Do i really have to face Shim Changmin so soon. When i entered i saw him with red eyes ,tired face and sad smile. Wow such a good acting skill or did she broke up with him. Sorry to say but i was satisfied. My evil plan do have good result. I smirked inside but remained a poker face.

I decided to act more, I bowed to everyone as if i am sorry without a word i left practice room downing my head. Not too late someone grab my wrist which i expect to be chullie noona but turn out to be none other than My ex bestfriend. He drag me into another hug which i refused making me fall on the ground. He extended his hands to help me but i was quicker to refuse and stand in two feet as soon as possible. After few seconds starring into his eyes. I slapped him hard on his face and left SM entertainment main building.

Soon I received alot of calls and messages annoying me further. But suju diva soon find me sobbing in garden near our dorm without others knowing. "Why are you hurting Changmin if you dont love him?" Chullie noona asked me nicely for first time after years spending together as Super Junior. "I dont know noona. I want a bestfriend and someone who loves me more than anyone else. I thought i had both. But i have none now." I replied sincerly hugging him. I can never lie to chullie noona. 

I was brought back to suju dorm. None asked me any questions. But all cared me well and for the first time i felt being safe and secured. Teukie eomma hugging me. Kangin appa holding my hands. Alot of hyungs and friends chullie noona and a little brother. I am home finally. And this is MY FAMILY.

Thanks to Changmin. Because i got my family. Because i know their love and care for me. I thought Changmin was enough. He was always there being everything... being my world. He made me away from home.... away from family. He may not even did that intentionally but still crime is a crime. And for that this much punishment is enough.

From now onwards consider Cho Kyuhyun dead from your world Shim Changmin. You are nothing but sunbae from same agency. I wont hurt you further. But i wont consider you either.

Next day i was with my hyungdeul. I felt so happy and i dont even see others. I didnt recognized that Changmin was near by. I was so busy with Teukie eomma and chullie noona. They were spoiling their maknae. And i was enjoying it alot. Then it happened he pulled me into a tight hug till i recognized it was him. I tried to push away. I heard my hyungs but he was strong enough not to let me go till chullie noona lost his anger.

No evil can match chullie noona. I was left in tears. "WHY CHANGMIN SUNBAE NIM !!! WHAT YOU WANT FROM ME!!!! I cried but my anger take over. Changmin was left surprised. He tried to kiss me infront of others but before anything worst happen suju take control and dragged Changmin away from me with help of Yunho hyung.

I broke down in hands of teukie eomma. I was going crazy. Then it happened I realized that i was in love. All this time WAS I REALLY IN LOVE WITH SHIM CHANGMIN...............

"NO.... EOMMA...... NOONA....... APPA.... HYUNGS....." Our group hug didnt calm me down. All I have to do is forget him and move on. I hurt him because i loved him. He was ENOUGH... CHO KYUHYUN LOVED SHIM CHANGMIN.... not anymore