I was welcomed by individual mini album. Which means more promotional works in different countries. Which means no time to think and meet changmin again. I was happy. Henry and zhoumi gege also was promoting their own mini albums. I wish they can perform with us as super junior not only as super junior m. 

Mimi is really talented. He is tall. Have a good fashion sense. Cared me alot when i was sick. There was always a special bond between us. He sings well. Eventhough when i dont even know chineese and he know nothing korean we tried alot to be together. Like hanchul pair we are kyumi pair. I respect him alot. I always admired him. He kept smiling even though lots of fans was against him.

Being with mimi hyung is what i really need now. And i got to say this that shim changmin was jealous of kyumi. He knows other suju hyungs love me like brother. But mimi hyung and i, cho kyuhyun shared something much more. Changmin even insisted to be part of my 1st mini album, because he dont want me to ask mimi hyung to collaborate for my album.

Mimi and me shared alot of schedules together because both of our 1st mini album was released by SM almost same times. Which added fuel to changminz jealousy. Thats one of the reason changmin tried to spend alot of time with me durning that time. 

"Kuixian...." I know that lovely voice. Before i could reply two arms wrapped me with back hug. I missed that hug. "Mimi hyung... i appreciate our kyumi fan service. But now we are not in stage...." I tried to make him lost his sunshine smile. Soon he released me from hug and i faced him. I saw 1000 sun shinning in form of brightest smile in his face as usual.

I, cho kyuhyun accepted defeat... "Mimi hyung wo ai ni.... but you too behind victoria... no one loves me.. no one need me as a boyfriend..." This time i succeeded. Mimi hyung became sad after a long time. I felt guilty. Before i could say anything he kissed me on my cheeks and hugged me. He left me without a word. I was confused. What is the meaning of everything??? I wondered. Did he really love me?

HANGENG] Your smile, my embrace, are (the) ingredients (for) happiness
[HANGENG] (Fitting) amazingly like how coffee goes together with (my) partner
[KYUHYUN] (While) you lean on my shoulder, (the) warmest heart
[KYUHYUN] You say that I am your shelter, oh baby

[HENRY] Your mischief, my jokes, the corners of (our) mouths are smiling softly
[HENRY] Your mischievous laugh makes my heart race
[ZHOUMI] You asked me who I would place first in my heart
[ZHOUMI] Without hesitating, (I) point (my) finger towards you

[SJM] Love is a relay, passing on (our) happiness
[SJM] (The) sweetness (can be felt) anytime, anywhere
[SJM] (When we come) one on one it’s me and you, you and me
[RYEOWOOK] While I’m chasing (after) you
[RYEOWOOK] (I) won’t forget to cheer you on
[RYEOWOOK] (The) final prize will be (our) happy ending

[DONGHAE] Your smile, my embrace, are (the) ingredients (for) happiness
[DONGHAE] Love is like a castle with my support
[SIWON] (When) you snuggle in my embrace, the whole earth sparkles
[SIWON] Because you are part of our love, I am surrounded by happiness, oh baby

[HANGENG] Your mischief, my jokes, the corners of (our) mouths are smiling softly
[HANGENG] Your mischievous laugh makes my heart race
[RYEOWOOK] You asked me who I would place first in my heart
[RYEOWOOK] Without hesitating, (I) point (my) finger towards you

[SJM] Love is a relay, passing on (our) happiness
[SJM] Sustaining the sweetness (we) ought to have
[SJM] (When we come) one on one it’s me and you, you and me
[KYUHYUN] While I’m chasing (after) you
[KYUHYUN] (I) won’t forget to cheer you on
[KYUHYUN] (The) happy ending (gives) me (the strength) to run towards you

[HENRY] The magnetism of love causes two hearts to stay together
[SIWON] (So that) even if (we are) a thousand miles away, love never leaves
[DONGHAE] Carefully using romantic deductions (to predict what will happen in) this romance movie
[RYEOWOOK] Holding hands (as we) sing the theme song (of our) happiness

[ZHOUMI] Love is a relay, our mutual understanding
[ZHOUMI] (Is) placed at the bottom of (our) hearts, (having the chance to) carefully
[ZHOUMI] Love you, I will treasure (it)
[KYUHYUN] For you, I (will) chase away the dark clouds
[KYUHYUN] Protect you from the rain
[KYUHYUN] Please believe I am the only one for you

[SJM] Love is a relay, passing on (our) happiness
[SJM] Sustaining the sweetness (we) ought to have
[SJM] (When we come) one on one it’s me and you, you and me
[SJM] While I’m chasing (after) you (RYEO/ I’ll chase after you)
[SJM] (I) won’t forget to cheer you on
[SJM] (The) happy ending (gives) me (the strength) to run towards you

[ZHOUMI] The happy ending, is you and me

I received a song from mimi hyung with in few minutes after our meeting. It was our super junior m album song. Famous" you and me" song which kyumi fans proudly announced our official song kyu and mi. I listened to the song. Eventhough i sing the song many times this is the first time i tried to figure out meanings behind the song. Is it possible for mimi hyung to fall in love with me?????

Lyrics secretly admired the lyricist.... but lyricist saved another love in his lyrics..... Like valley loving river... but in the end river joins sea....