I was in hangover with my handsome man kissing me for first time yesterday. Chullie noona wake me up from sleep. We were having holidays and today is last day. My man flew back yesterday to japan right after our first kiss and it still hurt me abit. Things could have been better if he was here. Before i could think alot more about our first kiss i got to face reality. I was facing 12 persons right now. Due to supershow henry and zhoumi gege is here too. Well here comes trouble.

Suju diva seems angry today. Suddenly i felt afraid but as evil i am i remained cool and maintained a poker face. I only cared chullie noonaz eyes now. I ignored others. "MY BABY DATING TVXQ MAKNAE???????" "Teukie calm down. Our kyunie is too young but he is not stupid" Teukie eomma... I felt sorry for our leader. And appa you have alot of confidence in me... still i couldn't meet up to your expectation. From the moment he held my hands on stage after accident publically i fell completly for him.

"Teukie eomma........ i....mianhae......" I begin to cry. Everyone hugged me. Due to super junior having alot of members i didn't felt that i missed one person from group hug. Chullie noona......mm..... "CHO KYUHYUN.... even if you cried i will never let this happen. I am warning you he will break your heart turn you into something really horrible. And i won't allow my brother get hurt. I will break his bones and crush him alive till he confess his sins." Heechul hyung... he... why didn't he told me anything..  Why he left me then... Why he didn't say what he was suppose to say then. 

CHANGMIN.... I... WHY I LOVED YOU??????? Chullie noona was cold to me. He didn't gave me permission. I didn't cared him. For me all was changmin back then. Supershow was incredible. We maintained our cool image whatever happens we are idols. Changmin and i we were becoming close. That was what i was feeling... 

When we met again all we did was little talk like usual. I thought it was because we were still secretly dating. He don't even know that suju and tvxq already know about us. 

Then it happened. His fondness to Victoria. F(x) was debuted. I was close to her because she seemed to be a good girl and we shoot together for music video. Hangeng gege and Zhoumi gege was also friends with her. Her popularity increased because she defeated Uknow Yunho in dance once while practising.

I never thought Changtoria was on air. He bought her cup cakes from japan. Even had a matching mobile hanging locket. Then it happened Changtoria spoon scandal. My heart broke into pieces and everything ended. Do you really think that my story is that much boring. Well... not really... Eventhough events was same, situation is not same and my attitude was never a dramatic boyfriend.

When chullie noona asked me he know it clearly that changmin will act such cowardly and he is no match for his favourite donghsae. But he don't know that his younger brother don't love changmin as a boyfriend but only as a best friend. I admit changmin is a good kisser. He have nice lips and handsome body toned but with abs. He is taller than me and he is also so damn popular idol. Being his boyfriend was cool. Chullie noona you underestimated your favourite brotherz brain and IQ.

I cried because i lost a best friend. I felt so betrayed. He should have told me. I might have release him from our secret title. Pabo minnie. Now back to our SM Town only TVXQ and SUJU know about us. All others have no idea what happened between us. Not even kyuline. Changmin was watching me. His eyes was torturing me whole time. And i hide myself at suju waiting room. We hugged smiled infront of others. Hell yeah SHOW MUST GO ON. But i was boiling inside. My brain working out to make changmin suffer. Atlast I found it.

After hope song i dragged him with me. We ended up in a dark lonely room and i can clearly see our costumes being placed there. I pushed him till he hit  the wall and took his lips completly. He thought i was making out but i was setting up a trap. After 5 minutes long kiss excluding some breath taking moments... yeah we both need some air to survive guyss... Was i  teasing him... I will leave it to you then. 

He was , so does me. But i have a plan to keep. I begin to speak. "SHIM CHANGMIN... I LOVED YOU ALOT BUT SEEMS LIKE YOUR LOVE HAD AN EXPIRY DATE. YOU DONT EVEN FEEL ANYTHING FOR ME. ITS OVER. I, CHO KYUHYUN MAKE YOU FREE FROM OUR SECRET TITLE FROM NOW ON". I released my grip on his SM town t-shirt and placed a one last kiss on his lips. I turned to door and i found exact person i want there. VICTORIA.

Changmin was taken aback from what just happened. I faked some tear drops. Wiped it with my hands. Passed through her keeping my head down. After passing 3 meters from scene, I placed a signature smirk on my face. Then i realized someone is watching me. I met with that personz eyes. Damn!!! CHULLIE NOONA. 

Let me have a flashback on other flashback... kekekeekeee Well our first kiss happened on airport toilet. Yes I happened to meet my new boyfriend before the day he left. When he said he is leaving to japan i thought i could give him some surprise. I disguised myself and visited airport early than my boyfriend was suppose to report. When he reached airport i dragged him towards toilet and gifted him some korean snacks which is not available at japan. After receiving it and also due to my surprise entry famous food monster turn to kiss my cheeks as a gratitude but ended up kissing my lips since i perfectly turned my head same time towards him. It was awkard. But i have to admit it was something special.