I'm not stupid.

I noticed it, you know.

The way you acted around me.

And the way you acted around her.

At first, I just shrugged it off.

I acted like everything's okay.

I acted like I was okay.

'It's alright. I'm wrong. I'm wrong. It can't be.'

I kept repeating these words in my head until I believed in it.

But, the more I convince myself that I'm right, the more I realize how wrong I really am.

I can read situations much better than anyone else.

I know when someone is lying, and I was most definitely not thinking of the truth.

I'm not a kid, either.

And yet, that's all you think of me.

When will you look at me the same way you look at her?

I'm just not good enough, aren't I?

I'll never be good enough for you, and yet I still feel this way towards you.

...I guess I really am just some stupid kid.