I wonder when it all started.

It just happened, you see.

I don't remember how,

and I don't remember when.

All I know is that no matter how hard I try, I just can't treat you like I've always did.

Everything is still the same.

We chat, we make silly jokes, we laugh - just as always.

Nothing has changed between the two of us.

It's only my feelings for you that's changed.

How come? Why did it have to be only me?

That's just cruel.

It's so frustrating. It hurts.

Because I know you'll never feel the same way.

I wonder when this will all end.

I hope I stop soon.

Because if this feeling won't go away, who knows what I might do next?