Today is 'Because I Love You', my movie's premiere night. I have been nervous about this for quite sometime now. It's box office capability is not a question, since Taehyun Oppa is the master in that field. None of his films has ever flunked. What I'm afraid of is my acting in the film. Did it if not surpassed, leveled Cha Taehyun Oppa's acting? Being the second main lead after his character, sure gives me a lot of pressure.

My stylist made me up in a way that I could look like my teenage self. It's so simple, yet I look so elegant. Well, that's how I see myself. I didn't bother to exert a lot of effort in my grooming. I only want to look pretty to one guy anyway. And that man already belongs to me.

Park Bo Gum. My Bo Gum, my Oppa, my man. How could I be so lucky? He has been the best boyfriend ever. After our short break up, we two have been inseperable, it's not that everybody knows that. He has been using his brains to think of things on how we could see each other secretly. And he is so good with it. So far, nobody is suspecting us, aside from our fans maybe, who are making delusional assumptions. Don't worry guys, all your suspicions are correct. 😉 We just couldn't tell you yet.

I have been so happy of what we are and where we are now. We have been super close, and we now know almost everything about each other. We have become honest and real to one another's feelings, and I couldn't ask for more. There are times when I can't help but get jealous with the girls he is linked with, but Bo Gum always makes it a habit to pacify me, and secure me that his heart only belongs to me. That for me is enough.

And today, we're taking things to the next level, and we're trying to defy some odds and little by little, introduce to the whole world that we both belong to each other. This is just the start though, of course we still need to be careful.

Bo Gum and I have decided to let the public accept our relationship, one step at a time, and today marks our first move. He is going to be present in my premiere night. Of course, that fact is still coated as 'a co-actor supporting another co-actor', and luckily, their whole bunch of friends will be there too. More reasons for him to attend. I heard that Song Joongki Oppa, Lee Kwangsoo Oppa, Kim Woobin Oppa, Kim Jongkuk Oppa and my ultimate crush, Jo In Sung Oppa would be there to support Cha Taehyun Oppa. In my case, my agency has invited Jinyoung and Dongyeon Oppadeuls, as well as my friends, Kim Sae Ron and Suhyun of Akdong. I was also hinted that Lee Minho, my partner in Gumiho and Yoo Jin Goo Oppa would be there.

I have texted Bo Gum about Minho and Jin Goo's appearance later to avoid another fight. We both agreed to tell each other everything, after that biggest fight we had that led us to break up with each other. I just want to inform him beforehand so he won't be shocked just if ever the two boys would bring flowers for me as a congratulatory gift. Better safe than sorry, right?

And true to my assumptions, my ever jealous boyfriend has reacted!

'Why did you invite them?! Am I not enough to cheer on you? And Jinyoung and Dongyeon? I thought those dudes are busy? They won't even reply to me and now they are going to your premiere? Jeez, this is annoying.' Aigoo. This Oppa is really something. Couldn't he just take it as if they are my friends and they too, want to congratulate me?

'They also want to see the film, I don't see anything wrong with it. Relax Oppa, those guys are just my friends.' I replied. After a minute, he's already calling me. I immediately picked up.

"Don't let them come. If they want to watch it, they should watch it in the movie house. In that way, they could help you even more in the box office area of the film."

"Yes, hello to you too, Oppa." I wish I could sound more sarcastic than that.

"Baby, how could I relax if there would be a lot of men in your premiere later? And Lee Minho??? That guy obviously is in love with you! He even said that in a live broadcast before! Gosh." Yeah, Bo Gum is really cute when he's jealous.
 

I couldn't help but giggle before answering. "Oppa, those guys are just friends. You don't need to worry. And please, that broadcast was years ago when we were still kids, Minho Oppa has moved on with that feeling he has for me back then."

"How could you be so sure? He's coming later right? Thus, he still has some feelings for you! He's obviously getting all the chances he can just to see you! Come on Yoo Jung, I'm also a guy, I know how my fellow men think."

"Yah, it's as if you're saying that you don't trust me. Do you? Listen to me, even in a room full of handsome guys, I'm still going to find you, do you understand?" That made him silent for some time. After a few, he responded.

"You're only looking at me later?"

"Oppaaaaaa!!! How could I even do that?"

"You won't bargain me for anyone?"

"Of course I won't!"

"You can't hug or kiss them on the cheek Yoo Jung, you understand?"

"Yes I do."

"You are mine, is that clear?"

"Crystal."

"Okay then, I'm settled."

"I'm happy that you're now awake Oppa. But you know, there is this one guy that would really get my attention later. And I heard that he is coming with you." Before he could inquire, I immediately said good bye and turned off the call. I could still hear him asking who that person is before cutting the call. Hah! You guess.

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I have arrived at the venue just on time. Okay, I feel so proud that I am not late. The movie production team told me that I should wait 'til all the cast would arrive. We will all enter the viewing hall together. I was also informed that the special guests are all inside already. Bo Gum also texted me that he and his friends are already inside.

As we are about to enter, I had goosebumps. I have been to certain movie premieres like this one, but this time, I am one of the centers of the film. I am with veteran actors, how could I not be nervous? Plus, my boyfriend and his pretty boys squad would also be in the audience to cheer on us.

When we reached the center stage, everything became blurry. I was interviewed along with my co-stars, and everything I said was just out of pure instinct. I am so honored to be standing with these people that I couldn't even think straight. Too good there were no questions related to Bo Gum, I might have revealed everything.

After the event and when the movie has finished, all the cast made a circle and we all hugged each other. We had made such a great movie. After the emotional moment, the celebrities that were present joined us and congratulated us. Bo Gum is paving his way to me when Lee Minho Oppa appeared in front, thus blocking Bo Gum from my sight. He instantly handed me a bouquet of flowers.

"Yoo Jung, you did great! How are you? It has been years since the last time I saw you."

Even though Minho's head is blocking the way, I could clearly see Bo Gum's facial expression. And it is hilarious!

"Hi Oppa! Yes, I'm doing good. How about you? I heard you have been well."

"Oh yes. I've been good. I'd want to talk to you more, could I invite you out to dinner tonight?"

Bo Gum obviously heard everything as I see his eyes bulge. Behind Minho, he was making movements that mean I shouldn't accept his invitation. Gosh, this person is really funny.

"Well, that. I think I can't accept your invitation Oppa. My co stars and I will be going out later. I'm sorry."

"That's okay Yoo Jung, maybe some other time?"

I looked at Bo Gum's way once again. He's shaking his head. Is he crazy?

"Yeah, maybe next time." And I somehow exaggerated the word maybe.

"Congratulations!" He acted as if he would give me a hug, that's when Bo Gum started to be alert. He was about to pounce on us when I swiftly excused myself.

"Ah Oppa, I need to greet Joongki Oppa's group. I'm afraid I need to leave you here." And then I dismissed myself from that awkward situation. I immediately went to where Song Joongki, Cha Taehyun and the rest of the Oppas are. I have passed by Bo Gum while I was walking my way and he accompanied me in getting to them. He whispered something in my ear before we could reach his friends.

"See where I'm coming now? There are still a lot of them here. I couldn't let my guards down."

I whispered back also. "And your point is?" I side glanced at him, and gave him the most seductive look I could ever do in my whole life. Gosh, now I'm ashamed of what I have done. He couldn't answer me after I did that.

As we reached the boys, Taehyun Oppa immediately acknowledge my presence. He introduced me to everybody until the last person came. None other than, Jo In Sung, my lifetime crush!

"Hello Yoo Jung, I'm Jo In Sung. I see you have been acquainted with everybody except me, since this is our first meeting. Feel free to call and treat me as your Oppa, like how you do it with the others." He bowed and shoved me his right hand for me to shake it while he's exposing his million dollar smile. What a cutie!

With a trembling hand and heart, I shook his hand without even realizing that there is someone who is observing us. That someone might seem to have a fuming nose at the moment.

"It's nice meeting you Oppa." I could feel that Bo Gum is pulling my clothes hastily without showing it to everybody. Okay, jealous boyfriend alert. Now, I'm definitely sure that he already knows who my crush is among the bunch.

After a few more chitchats, I heard that Taehyun Oppa and I are being called for one last interview for this day. Before we could go, Joongki Oppa called for Taehyun.

"Hyung, I thought