„Four days to go my friend. Mr Big Hit said as they were sitting in the car, driving to the place the concert will take place. How do you feel? I honestly think that this is something very cool of you to do, I mean especially after your great loss. You have my deep condolence and I can understand if you would have quitted.”   Hoseok was looking out the car window while staring at the fields they passed, the sun was shining, the sky was clear, no clouds. It was a clear sign that summer was slowly approaching. Hoseok looked back at Mr. Big Hit. “I'm leaving after this concert.”   Mr. Big Hit sighed and it felt like he wanted to compromise with Hoseok but he could clearly see that he was not going to change his mind at all. “I want that the money I make half of it to go to a charity for people who suffer due cancer, homeless kids and the rest for education.” Mr. Big Hit nodded. “We will do so.” As they arrived Hoseok took out his phone and send a picture of the beautiful scenario to Jeon with the captions 'We arrived.' Since Jeon couldn't join him at today's trip.   Hoseok didn't have much time left they started rehearsing right away. Everything went as planned. Some of the sound checks needed to be fixed otherwise there were no huge problems. After six hours of powerful stage performances, Hoseok was allowed to rest for one hour.   Hoseok was alone though, he had no one on the set he could talk to and was sitting on the bench eating a little bit while scrolling through his phone anticipating a message from Jeon.   He was looking at the staff members giggling and laughing, he was a little jealous he wanted also to laugh and be careless again. But he couldn't he still can't believe that Jeon would still stick around him even though he would act often cold towards him. Hoseok was swinging his feet while waiting for his spare time to end. “Sir? We would like to now see if your stage costumes fit or still need to get adjust.”   Hoseok nodded and stood up following her to a room where there were several big tables with different costumes for each song. “Damn.. that's a lot.” Hoseok whispered to himself and they tried him on several examples before the fashion designer would pick some and the ones he didn't like send back. Hoseok was regretting already why he didn't a take nap during his free time.   “We are done for today sir.” the assistant said and he clapped his hand happily. Hoseok was relieved, now that he finished with the stage costumes he was allowed to go back home. But starting from tomorrow he would have to stay in a near hotel near the stage to be always reachable in case some stuff might go wrong or there might be some changes.   As soon as Hoseok arrived back home he embraced Jeon tightly which took him by surprise. “Is everything okay?” Jeon asked before hugging him back. “I'm okay. I just missed you.” Hoseok whispered. Jeon's lips formed a soft smile and he chuckled softly. “So one trip without me and you are missing me already like this?”   Hoseok's smile dropped before he emitted a soft sigh. “I will really miss you.. Jeon..” “You are leaving the city right..?” Jeon asked knowing that what he told his sister back then was the truth. “I am going back to my parents house. . I will stay there for a while before going ba