CHAPTER 12
They said...I shouldn't fall in love with him{MINHEE POV}
~FLASHBACK~
"Park Minhee , i love you"
"W-what ?" My jaw dropped hearing Moon Junyoung actually saying those words to me . He was holding my hand , gazing warmly to me .
"i want you to be my girlfriend" he looked straight into my eyes , convincing me in every single word he said .
"i don't know" I looked away , avoiding his eyes . He tighten his grip .
"I love you , at first i didn't know what this feeling is . Now i do , it's love" You blushed , and smiling awkwardly.
"Well , okay" He pulled me into his embrace and kissed me on my forehead .
"I love you" Tightly i hugged him back , never wanting to let go.
~END OF FLASHBACK~
One step at a time , slowly i entered the room . But why am i closing my eyes ? i already knew he's in the room . But why ? why can i open my eyes ? Am i too afraid to face reality ? I took a deep breath and slowly opening my eyes . Facing truth by myself .
"J-junyoung ?" I froze. It feels like someone squeezing my heart , it felt cold for a second . There he is , locking lips with a girl , a girl i've met before . the girl from the toilet . Trembling , i tried to say one single word . Nothing came out . Those hands of his , the one which usually holded my hand were on a stranger's waist . He noticed me , he pulled back from the kiss , and turned around facing me .
"Minhee ? What are you ding here ?" He calmly said , as if he has no guilt . He let go of the girl and stood up.
"W-what is this ?" I stuttered . He didn't show any emotions , not either guilt or pleasure . Standing straight hands in his pocjets , as if nothing happened.
"I'm sorry" He said , his tone , it's not apologetic , it was intimidating .
"You said you loved me " I didn;t know this but , tears was rolling from my eyes . I knew i looked pathetic . He sighed .
"I do" i was breathing rapidly , trying to process every word he said . None of them makes any sense in my head .
"But..this ? " he didn't reply . Just standing there , looking down at me .
"I guess ..i-it's over." He nodded in silent. I turned around facing away from reality .
"Look " he said , i stopped and stood there .
" I do love you , but..." I was waiting for him to defend himself , hoping it could fix everything . Making it all fine , back to the way it used to be .
"Some things are just hard to resist" I gasped and ran out of the room , leaving him and the mess he made . Leaving the club.
Now , i'm infront of the club , standing there alone , leaning on the wall crying like a baby . I can't think clearly .
"This is just a dream , it's just a..." I cried harder , until somebody pulled my into his arms . I didn't resist , i needed this . I needed somebody to tell me it's all a lie . he rubbed my back .
"It's okay , cry more . let it all out" It was Kevin , he shisperd to me . And i just cried harder and harder , crying the night out .
ANOTHER CHAPTER :D Junyoung is baaaaaad , i know .
working on the next chapter here :D
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PS: Kevin's just a really good friend of her .
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